rely on me.

Sunshines

2010-05-05T22:01:00.000-07:00

Dear-summer, it's been long man. I know very well. Anyway, it's been months since I've last update. So maybe it's time to drop by.

Miss me right blog ? :D See my straight straight hair, silky beautiful right. Hehe. As I was saying, going back to school is fun. I had my fun times with school clique. They're really nice and fun people to be with. But I admit my temper hasn't been really good, kept flaring unreasonably. I think I'm having bad PMS D:

Back to my Jiamin aiai, met her these few days. Caught the Ip Man 2 with them, sang. Love max ! Aiai ! Send me your schedule so that I can book appointment with your mishu. Nothing that I can say more :D

Xinting ah Xinting, my dear twinneh. Please do know that I have a very bad attitude, do forgive me if I'm mad at you or what. Sometimes it's just hard to control, me love you many ! :D

Minghui ah Minghui, I know you won't be seeing this. But seriously, I pray hard for your goodness. You've changed to a better person, did yourself right and everyone. Pray hard you're gna be safe man.

Yingxuan ah Yingxuan, my dear girl. I know we hadn't been meeting lately but please know your SimChiobu mommy is gna be by your side for long. So long you're not leaving anywhere, your mommy is gna be there for you. Tomorrow will be a better one. Call me, my dear ~ ! :D

Aolin ah Aolin, auntie ah auntie. Hope you're doing really fine, didn't keep in touch with you often. So please remember to call me once you're free, we could really find some day to bring our daughters go play ! :D

Qijie ah Qijie, do you actually know I'm here dedicating this small portion for you ? My dear auntie, love you max too ! One nice girl, don't worry about your big red dog. Guess he's gna be just fine. Fret not, cause in anyway, your SimChiobu mommy is gna be here for you just like how she's there for Yingxuan. Don't keep studying with Yingxuan then forget me ley ! :D

Vivian ah Teo, actually I don't know what to say. But I just feel like saying your name, so hee :D

I feel weird ? Really.

Limpeh is pucking shag -,-

Reminisces

2010-02-27T19:19:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody, these are the photos that I had lost in my blog all these times. CNY, SENTOSA, MARSILING CC, SEOUL GARDEN, CRYSTAL JADE, CHINATOWN, ORCHID COUNTRY CLUB. All the locations, so go figure yourself [:

True friends are love, Jm, Al, Xt, Tl.

Pluto

2010-01-22T14:31:00.000-08:00

Hey ho ! It's been long since I've last blogged. School had started and everything's quite in order. Studied real hard in class and did some revision at home whenever I've got the time. Still, I really don't know what to blog about anymore, since my everyday life had been the same. School, home, friends, sleep. Not bad for me anyway, so I think I should stop here and come back the next time. Though I don't know when [:

2010

2010-01-03T02:38:00.000-08:00

Happy Late New Year ! Okay, so it seems I'm quite bored so I'm here. Tl they drinking and I'm so bored ]:

So, it's a brand new year and it seems that my dooms coming. Tomorrow I shall return to school and I'm so nervous about it yet sick of it at the same time. But nevertheless I still have to attend school everyday for the rest of the year. What should I do about it ? Let me summarise about my last year, and I think I've done much achievement seriously. I haven't make my family proud neither have I made the people around me happy. And I aim this year to be a good girl and study well. Must attend school at least 4days per week, finish all my work, keep my room clean and tidy, ton only on weekends. I really hope I could do all these, for my future and my family [:

Christmas was not bad. Went Mount faber with Yx & friends. I love the lightings and the decorations. Took photos and went it reach midnight, there was foam floating around. Love the atmosphere, looks really like snowing. Photos are on my facebook cause I'm really lazy to upload.

New Year was alright, went Marina with Jm to look for Jh & friends. The fireworks are simply breathtaking. Lasted for around 8minutes. And humans are like ants, everywhere was super crowded. And the police guarding all over CityHall was funny ! Jm knows the story [:

Reached home around 3plus and slept at 8plus. Woke up around 11plus and went over to my aunt's house for housewarming. BabyJoshua is really cute ! He knows how to swim at the age of only one, wonderful kid ! Went back Causeway for some shopping with my relatives and left them at evening. Look up for Tl & friends at Bugis. Bought shorts and shoes that I like alot ! Very cute, just like SimCuteBu :D Ate and off to BarDot. Talk cock and played the dice and Crocodile. Rush for the last train and home sweet home. Great day, Great last year and new year [: Shall upload photos soon I guess, cause school's starting and I think I'm gna have loads of time at home.

P.S: Anyone wna join me for breakfast on 4thJanuary?

Now say.

2009-12-20T11:48:00.000-08:00

Hello summer [:

Met my two dearests this somewhere around this week, but I've forgot when. Nevertheless, we still got much to talk about. I guess everything under the sun [: Camwhored, talk, camwhored, laugh :D

Went to Haw Par Villa this Wednesday with Aiai, Tl & Yap. Took a large FREE ADMISSION photo cause Tl said he wna go somewhere that doesn't spend much, haha ! There ain't any much stuff in there except for the Ten Courts Of Hell. It wasn't as scary as I remembered anymore. I think I'd fall into many punishments, I'm sinned. There's still many photo but it's with Aiai and I'm really lazy to post more [:

I've got alot on my mind, but I don't know where to start and who to seek ]:

Human Language

2009-12-05T10:12:00.000-08:00

The people that I feel so lucky to have by my side, and many more w/o photos. Love them all to the max ! [:

Omg, I feel so guilty today - to many stuff/living things. I'm guilty to my blog cause I hadn't been a good owner to my blog. I've totally deserted my darling ! Super guilty to my little baby - Pepper. I thought my dad was coming back home ytd night, and I left house ard 7plus yet reaching home 5am in the morning and found out that nobody was home. But not awhile later I left HSH again, leaving my baby whining poorly. I'm so sorry to my baby, mommy's never gna leave you alrights. And, guilty to Zw and his friend. Sorta gave him aeroplane. So sorry !

Life was a bore, I don't think I've achieved much in my life. I felt so sorry for myself. Quarrelled with mom again, disappointed with her yet more disppointed with myself. I've never been a good daughter neither have I done her proud before. I had a wish, I wanted everyone ard me to be happy but I don't think that's easily fulfilled. Humans and our selfish desires, screw us ! I ain't happy now and I've got alot to release just that I don't know where to start. Pathetic creature, haha !

I'm guilty towards my lovely friends. They've got lots of stuff to stress about and yet I can't do anything to help them. Sometimes I really wish I can stay at home and really go reflect where did I go wrong. Sigh, are you hearing me ? Father, what took you so long ?

Love Apple

2009-11-19T16:44:00.000-08:00

Gladys is back !!!!! Did anyone miss me ? :D Anyway, I've got truck loads of photos and I think I'm lazy to upload now so I'll load it on other days [:

Was suppose to go Jb yesterday and fucking fuck Jh fucking didn't call me, arsehole ! Met Jj and co. at 638 and slacked awhile before I go look for Sk and co. He'd changed alrd, to a Sk that's not so happy as before. Sigh, human do changes. Hung ard at his house till 12plus and went back to 638.

I'd got no idea but I've got a very relaxed feeling. It's as though I had put down a heavy load and I felt very relief and I don't think so much. Yes, I'd finally found someone that I can open up to and pour out all my thinkings and I felt much better now. But still, I couldn't let go and I know I'm still as dumb as before. There's many excuses why but there's only a reason. I don't deny I'm stupid despite knowing what to do yet continue deceiving myself. Sigh.

Crush, Crushed.

2009-11-05T02:33:00.000-08:00

It seems as though my blog had been quite quiet without the updates. Anyway, have been really tired these few days. But no matter how tired I am, I still couldn't get to sleep, shit it ! I think I'm falling sick soon. And and, I'm flying tomorrow. But I still haven't done with my packing and stuff, omg !

Today's horoscope said that I've spent too much energy on wanting something or someone so badly that I almost completely exhaust all my energy. Haha, I think that was like so true. No wonder I couldn't get to sleep though I'm like super tired.

Not long before then

2009-10-19T04:12:00.000-07:00

After washing, I love the curls they styled for me. But too bad, I don't know how to take care of my hair.

Breakfast with Joey at Mos [:

Before washing hair,

Hello hello ! I am very tired, and I was suppose to be asleep like 2hours ago but I don't know why I'm here. Didn't sleep yesterday night and went town to wash hair. Wthell is wrong with me ? Tl, you thank God I'm a kind soul hor ! Reached home ard 3 or 4plus, sleep. Intended to go dinner with my family, but I can't wake up so ended up eating Chicky Meal ! :D

So tired, but suddenly feel like advertise my lil baby's blog. http://simp-epper.blogspot.com/ :D

Shit ! I hate come red, the cramps are killing me man ! >:[

Three Wishes

2009-10-18T06:34:00.000-07:00

Daddy's doraemon :D

St. James [:

Dog in a bag, ever heard of that ? :D

Mask ! :D

My dear baby with her godmother [:

Drunk, really drunk.

Happy birthday, sis ! :D

Little monster.

Love Sk's stupid glasses !

The three musketeers [:

Saikit's birthday. Happy birthday, dude !

Not so happening lately.

October8, went over Sk's house for steamboat. Happy birthday anyway. Planned to surprise him and stuff, but still failed. Overall was funny ! :D

October9, Sister's birthday. Had pizzas and cake. Much stuff happened that night. Couldn't bear to know that, but still quarrelled. I admit I did thought of leaving him before, but when it comes to my mind when the day he really would left me. I really don't know what I'd do. At that time I only knew I was angry that was because I was disappointed you didn't trust me. Shan't elaborate more ]:

October10, met my nonsensical friends. Drink, drank, drunk. Real drunk. Met my Xw later, had a long chat with him. Just to found out, I had missed alot. Xw, you're the best !

October11, went to look for Al in the night. Cab over with my baby. Was really Lol ! Thanks Al's boyfri for the steamed rice for my baby and Xn for that green tea. And girl's night, shag ! [:

October12, met Xt and Xw for dinner at Ap. Chit-chatted and they came up to see my lil baby [:

October15, promised Tl to be his model but I didn't manage to woke up. So sorry, buddy ! Went to look for Al and Sk at Orchard and went over to St. James. Had much fun that night !

October16, Xw came and fetch me at 638. Went rounding with them, much stuff happened. Don't know is suey or what, Lol ! :D

Today, slept till evening and went to look for Jh. A boring day today, so shan't say more.

Was browsing through my archives and blog-hopping, thought lots of stuff. I really don't wna linger anymore, I wna be how I used to be. Came upon my archives, and saw a short paragraph.

When cigg falls in love with matches, it's fated to be hurt. When a rat confessed to a cat, the cat said go away. But nobody saw the cat cried too. The kite forever take the risk for that string. Girls change face, guys change heart. In the world of relationship there's no such thing as who did who wrong, only who didn't cherish who.

520

2009-10-07T04:45:00.000-07:00

Went Marina Square ytd with my buddies ! Supposed to go Mount Faber to ask some stuff and we end up in Marina having steamboat. Well, the restaurant food doesn't have any extraordinary excellent taste but only the ice-cream is really fun ! We kept changing the aluminium foil and talk to the waiter. Eat and eat and started to play Guess-The-Number. We mixed all the sauce together and wasabi, but end up I'm the one who kena the most and followed by Al. Don't know is suey or lucky uh ]: Couldn't finish most of the food and we threw most of them and the manager was like eyeing on us, super funny ! After the hot stuff and we changed table for ice-cream. The ice-cream is really the coolest part. We cook the ice-cream in a sense that it gets hardened and we step one we like machiam frying Hokkien Mee. Readers, if you understand what I'm saying, go have a try. It's called Yuki Yaki, the ice-cream's really fun ! :D

Went out for a walk and slack outside the mall, talk cock and cab back Woodlands. Went up Sk's house and talk cock. Got boring and we left for home. Anyway took loads of videos but it's all with Al, will take from her and upload again [:

I know you must be wondering what's the black black thing, but I think recently eating charcoal stuff is my family new habit. Bread also charcoal, mooncake also charcoal and sometimes my mom even use charcoal and put inside the ricecooker =/ Anyway, it's mid-autumn festival that night. My grandmommy came to my house along with my cousin, and my other cousins came over as usual. Best of all, Buttons came over too ! But Buttons and Pepper was like fighting when they're suppose to be siblings. And worst of all Buttons erected, sucha horny dog Tiko-gao. Anyway, had dinner and brought down both of them to the garden. But having your pet by your side while playing with fire is really dangerous and we could barely handle them, had no choice but to bring them home again. How troublesome ! Played with fire, dilly dally and all went home. Happy Mid-Autumn Festival ! :D

These was the day before mid-autumn festival. Maybe it because it was autumn that's why it had been raining these few days. I swear we had loads of fun that night. Met Jh, Lucas and Rick that night for playing with fire. Lol, sounds so wrong. Bought those fire sparkles and went to Greenwood Primary the basketball court played. Stupid stunts and everything, laugh my ass out. The first video is Jh cycling around with the sparkles on the bike, pretending he's like one terroist. And second was my first time creating a rocket, but I guess it doesn't really rocket up. But nevertheless, had great fun that night right ? :D

Da Vincci

2009-10-02T08:14:00.000-07:00

Miss my face ? Here's one for you guys. Been really sunburnt now, hate it. I wna become white-r and not tan-er, so sad. Grandmommy is gna come to my housee tomorrow, miss her so. But I really hope she won't ask me to sing karaoke with her again.

I've been really having weird sleeping times. It must be at least 12noon for me to be able to sleep and now I've got to sleep before 10pm. Really couldn't take my sleeping times like this. And now I keep waking up ard 6plus in the morning, giving me headache only.

I think I wna go study alrd, either that or play Sims. But before that I wna find food, ciaos ! :D

Pepper Love

2009-09-26T06:20:00.000-07:00

Pictures speak a thousand word, so I shall shut up.

Am at dear Aolin's house, so it's girls night. Pepper's a girl too, so we shall do what girls normally do. Pepper, don't run ! Shall do manicure for you too ( L )

These few days really shag, can't sleep in the morning or night. Always slept in the afternoon and woke up ard evening, my sleeping hours are getting lesser and lesser. I think there goes my beauty sleep. Anyway, everyday's life a bore. Eat, poop, slack, sleep. What a bore, I hope I can find a job soon again.

Anyway, Pepper's my new found baby love. She's my dear, so I shall give her my all and everything that I didn't gave my Titus. I'm so sorry Titus for not being there for you always. Love you now and forever, same goes to Pepper ! :D

Your Blinded Love

2009-09-20T04:15:00.000-07:00

Shall post photos other day once I've got the photos and Happy Belated Birthday to me and myself ! Really happy cause I thought nobody would remember and go out with me or just wish me a happy birthday. Thus, I'm really happy ! :D

Had an earlier celebration with my besties on Thursday. Supposed to meet everybody 7thirty at AP and set off together, yet we only met at 9plus and ending up had steamboat at Sembawang. Finished our dinner and went to Haji Lane for shisha. We did super stupid stunts at really laugh till peng. Reached midnight and they was like singing birthday song to me and aiming pillows at me, and even throw till the shisha fall off and the charcoals are like burning the pillows. Next we ordered Tiger and was going to like Cheers and Saikit took the jug and toppled over the other jug and spilled the pillows. It was damn funny ! Really happy with them and really thanks for the night babes, you rock !

Woke up ard 12 next morning and went swimming at Jurong. Had fun but not as fun as Tuesday right, boys ? But nevertheless I still enjoyed swimming alot. And one fucked up thing happen, I lost my last ten bucks. It's like really fuck ! cb, better don't let me know who take siah. Next time die die also put bag inside locker, nbcb ! Trained back at 5plus, and we was like rebounced ard for 1hour, like idiots only ! Took the train to Woodlands, and got off at Bukit Gombak. Waited for the train back to Jurong and got to know that the train is gna like terminate at Yewtee. So we got off at Yewtee and took a train back to Jurong and rebounced and it says terminate at Yewtee again. Was like really fed up and laughing our ass, mixture of emotions ! So we took like 2hours to reach Woodlands, funny like shit ! :D

Slacked with them awhile and went back to change and went for dinner with family. Had Swensens and had my favourite Banana Split ! :D Went back home to cut cake, and it's the cake Aiai gave. Mini-sized and lovely ! Sang, ate and went to bathe. Done bathing and my sister was like " eh, your friend looking for you. " Then I said, hurry pass me my phone. So I went to change up and was like nothing on my phone. Then was ready to go out and look for friends and suddenly my lovely aiai and twinneh, boyfri and daddy surprised me at my room. Was happy and surprised ! Love them so muchie ! Sang, ate and out we go. Slacked and talked till 3plus and went to baby's house to sleep. Love my lovely different bunch of friends ! <3

This paragraph is for my mom, cause I'd never find the courage to face to face and tell her. This day shouldn't be celebrating for me, it should be me giving you a treat and a present. I just want to tell you, thank you for bringing me to this world on this day sixteen years ago. Thank you for enduring the pain of 10months and letting me born on this day. I'm really grateful for your unfailing love to me, bringing me up with my failures. Still loving me even though I'd always make you sad, disappointed and angry. I just want to tell you I'm sorry and I love you more than anything else. Thank you, mommy !

Aolin: I miss you too ! Thanks for that night ! Love you many ! :D
Vonne: Miss me then call me out, just a phonecall away ! :D
Lynette: Thanks ! Happy Birthday to you too ! :D
Joey: Thanks alot ! :D

Creation

2009-09-14T01:20:00.000-07:00

Hello blog ! It's like so long since I've last post. I've don't know what's wrong with blogger nowadays at my desktop. So turning to my boyfri's desktop to post now :D

Nothing much happened, went in Jb last weekend with family. A distant relative of mine just passed away so just went in and slack at my cousin's house. Came to know that my grandfather might get a cancer, so accompanied him to clinic. Worried for him although I'm not that close with him.

So as I was saying, nothing much happened. Same old daily life, eat sleep slack poop. What a boring life, just waiting to go back school. Oh yeah, and talking about jobs. I've quitted long time ago. What another sad case [:

And I'm gna go swimming again tomorrow, shall turn in now. Plus coloring, Gaga ! :D

Bluebird

2009-09-01T16:56:00.000-07:00

Damnit blogger ! I'm trying to post pictures along with my post, but blogger just doesn't allows. It's really getting on my nerves, ugh ! And girl, it's not I don't wna update, it's all blogger's fault ! [:

It's really sad for all to turn out like this and you didn't expect it. It's getting harder to know each other and we start to drift apart gradually and we might didn't even know. It's really disappointing to be got hurt like this and never ever thought you'll stab me hard in my back with your words, and I guess it's time.

Gna bathe and go out soon, see you people ! [:

Decision

2009-08-27T23:44:00.000-07:00

I think I've finally found my way here like after so long, and it's not my fault ! It's the damn it blogger's fault for having so much problem.

And anyway, don't think I'd be posting pictures in this much often. It's really tiring since the blogger's like weird. So, update about my life now ! :D

Been working these 2days, really super shag. My first ever job is like so tiring, working in the warehouse and packing all those Teacher's Report Book. It just feel like a robot. And I'm happy that I've made new friends since the first day I'd work plus dinner was treated by the company, cheers ! :D

Think I'm going to sleep now, shall try to see if I can blog tomorrow. So, nights !

Your Abundant Grace

2009-08-03T02:16:00.000-07:00

I really can't believe I'd give up my beautiful Sunday morning sleep and went to Church. Thanks alot Moley ! So as I was saying, church - City Harvest Church. Well I've a lot of thoughts when I was attending the service, yet I think I've kinda forgot much. And so, we didn't manage to go for the first session as the queue is motherf long ! No bomb, it's as though like queuing up for NDP even though I think NDP might be much more worse. Thank God Leisure Park was just beside our queue and we went in for breakfast till the second session. We thought we could go in at 10:30am so we got ready and walked over the South Entrance. *note there's 4entrance And then we saw this beautiful river, or maybe just a normal one. So we are like those typical tourists and camwhored.

Took a photo of this scenery while queuing, and I thought it was beautiful from my view.

And see what I mean by flong queues ? This was the result - Singapore Indoor Stadium and all packed with 27k humans from what they claimed. The starting was okay, it's just singing and stuff like that. Anyway, forgot to say it's their 20th anniversary. So credits their effort and God. There's quite a few times they keep blabbering and I don't even understand what they're talking about, and I found it quite creepy. Cause it seems like I've stepped into a Orthodox church. But my aunt told me it's their first language communicating with God. So anyway, the part I liked the most was the Children Church sang. It's really Oh My God ! There's this little girl, she could actually just pumped up the atmosphere and everybody was like woah ! And one little boy was actually playing the drums and two others played guitar. Really, I must say they've got talent.

I think this was rather retard [:

Got really bored and started taking photos with two half-awake humans. Talking about half-awake, I think Moley's not really awake. He was sleeping and PTK took a marker and drew his hand. This was really funny, cause he didn't even wake up and the rest of us was like trying to hold our laughters.

This is the part where the balloons flushed down from the ceilings, it was really marvelous. I've really waited long for the balloons to be cut and manage to take a few photos and a video. The video is at the bottom of this post [:

Once lights on, I dragged PTK and ran all the way down to get balloons. And the result is this [:

I didn't check what time the service ended but I figured it must have been around 2plus. Took a bus to Suntec and lunch-ed there with Moley's cellgroup friends. Finished lunch and reached home around 7plus, all was real shag. Anyway, we got Just Noodles for lunch and this is the receipt. Just check out the TOTAL, nice numbers [:

Okay, so I figured I must have took the video a wrong way. So now it's like the balloons are flushing from left to right. But that's the top actually, go figure [:

Black Sky

2009-07-30T06:06:00.000-07:00

Supposed to blog yesterday, but was kinda afraid to stay up so sleep after I've reached home. Yesterday was a fun day, for three aunties. Anyway, woke up early in the morning at 10 and meet MK at 645. Was her model to do manicure and pedicure. She was polishing and we were talking and MrRaja came awhile later. I was abit shock but in a calm status to see him there, but come to think of that, I think it's usual to see him at such places. Someone wanted to quit school and brought her to let MK do the talking to her. As a matter of fact, I know the feeling of desperately wanting to get out of the fschool and being counselled by a bunch of people yet we know it's not gna make any difference to our mind. Enough of all these talking, and we went back to continue the polishing. I think she did quite a good job, cause I'll never go through all these trouble just to paint my nails. So cheers for her and my nails :D

Went home ard 3plus and chat with my mom. Told me all those old grandmother stories and accompanied her watch television programme. Cannot stand without some sleep so went for a half an hour sleep before Aiai woke me up with her message. Changed up and went to meet her at Macs'. Really happy to see my Twinneh and Aiai ! But we were all super shag, laugh out loud ! Chat for awhile and took a bus to Causeway. Saw Aaron outside the mall, and Jiayee with Liting and Melissa. And then again, super happy ! It seems like that day was a reunion day. Chat awhile and head right up for our movie tickets - The Haunting In Connecticut. Went down to Macs' and chat like one auntie. Seriously, we talked till we even forgot the movie was gna start soon. Rushed up and got our seats. I kept screaming and laughing all the way with Twinneh. Okay, I admit I'm the only one who screamed in the theater. And Aiai and Twinneh kept putting hands over their eyes while I place my hands over my mouth, LAUGH OUT LOUD ! Bus to Woodlands Mart and ate at Macs' again. Talk till 10plus and our dear Twinneh gotta go home. So, bid farewell and hugs all that. Went up Buddy's house to slack. It's really funny ! He was playing his game, and we were talking. And I kept saying RESPECT, then he move like one clown and look at us and say talk talk. Then awhile later he returned to his game and I said RESPECT and he looked at us again. This don't know repeated for how many times. Took photos with my Aiai and Buddy on a show for us. We chatted all the way till the show ended and I tombang Aiai to my house with Buddy's lousy bicycle. Super tiring and I was panting like mad. Hugs and she cycled home. Love my Aiai and Twinneh ! :D

I knew I wasn't tired, yet I know I'd gotta sleep somehow. Cause I kept imagining the scenes from the movie and was really freaking out. Woke up ard 3plus and thank God my sister was alrd home. Played my Sims all the way. Anyway, a new Sim member to my Sim family - Heart [:

Gna helped my baby with his maple now, good morning people ! :D

Last Night

2009-07-28T00:30:00.000-07:00

Gladys feel so tired, like always. Still gna wait up till 2am to help my mom with her game and she's gna wake up like 10 in the morning. I need my beauty sleep ! ]:

And the trios are finally meeting tomorrow ! I'm so happy ! Wait, let me imagine the scene. I think we're gna be like aunties with non-stop topic to talk about. Love them so ! :D

These few days I kept having scary dreams, like my mom's dying. & found myself awake with tears, how scary. Baby can't book out this weekend, and I'm gna miss him so. How sad ]:

Gna looked up for my Sims now, ciaos ! :D

Next, Chill

2009-07-23T01:52:00.000-07:00

Trimmed my brows, with some drawing. I'm happier with the current brows [:

Sometimes I couldn't help but to think my hair really looks like those instant noodles. It's really no wonder why they said I looked like Auntie. Been really into Sims3 these days, stayed up just to build my house. How shag D:

Been really good these days, didn't stayed up whole night and healthy lifestyle everyday. Basketball with Buddy and soccer with PTK. Really, how healthy. Well I admit I ain't good in any of those sports but why do they seems to think that I really CMI ? How sad D:

This is really cockster. PTK claimed he'll win a round of Big2.5 or he'll take off his pants and run 3rounds. And the best part is he lost and this is the video he ran with his boxer and underwear. It's really weird wearing underwear with boxer, it totally defeats the purpose of wearing a boxer. He's a weirdo !

Should I eat, or should I not ? Gna play my Sims3 now. Michyo, Tattoo and Peach, here I come ! :D

Prada

2009-07-20T01:44:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday AlvinLee ! :D

Yeah ! I'm so ftired. Celebrated my mom's birthday yesterday, surprised her at a little after 12. Say, she's tired and abit surprised I guess. Rushed out our present for her, finished up our scrapbook and it's alrd past 12. Still, we managed to finished it up. Had a cake and all went to sleep while I went to find boyfriend.

Anyway, it's our 4th month yesterday. Happy 4th month, baby I love you so. Sorry can't accompany you yesterday. Woke up in the afternoon and head to 925 for lunch. Went to look around in the pet shop as usual. Omg ! There's a Jack Russell puppy and I swear it really resembles Titus alot ! The laziness and the black nails, how I miss you so ]:

Yeah ! I'm going Bintan on Singapore's birthday. The last trip didn't manage to go, gna see how great the place is [:

Aiai, when can we meet? I have so much to say, and no listening ear. She is suffocating ]:

Happy Ending

2009-07-12T17:37:00.000-07:00

I'm bored and I've nothing to do. Oh well, I guess I'm quite tied with time these few days? Okay, I admit I'm lazy to blog but it's not bad that I'd drop by today [:

Nothing much happened these few days, just that I've finally permed my hair ! Well, many said I looked like auntie *shrugs The effect didn't turned out like what I wanted, so bear with it.

Intended to ask for a job at the zoo with Aolin last Thursday but it was raining and so we just had to postpone our trip again. Going for an interview next week at SH, jobjob here I come ! :D

No photos now, I didn't bring my adapter along so can't upload photos ]: So boredddddd !

P.S: Gna color my hair soon [:

The Bare Necessities

2009-06-26T02:40:00.000-07:00

Hello there !
Today's a boring day but yet it's another good day for me [:
Slept at 8 in the morning & woke up by Aiai's call in the late afternoon
Oh my, I'm so sorry !
I was sleeping, shall meet you again soon, Love !
Aolin called ard 9plus
Was watching my show, wasn't really nice but I still wna watched it
& she kept asking me to hurry
Lol, I bathed when she's on her way here >.
Changed and hurried down
Talk much and called people up
Went down Admiralty to meet Moley there
Saw Yuan&Ahxiang
Nonsense-d and Aolin cab back to meet her boy
Slacked awhile with them and went home early
I'm started to feel I'm growing to be a good girl [:
But seriously, I don't think there's much to blog
But I think it's better to blog today in case I don't have the time again [:
Maple time, bye ! :D

Little April Shower

2009-06-25T03:58:00.000-07:00

Wednesdays'
I guess it's today, kinda lost track of time =/
Buddy kept calling my phone and he said they were at my void deck
Can't sleep much today, so much for my beauty sleep ]:
Came up my house and kpkb
Bathe-d and went for dinner
& Omg !
Shared 4d with Aolin & her friend
We thought it might just open
This is why we bought it
Here it goes,
Aolin: { writing down the numbers, & was saying 2406 }
Yencheng: 2406
Aolin: Why you say 2406 ?
Yencheng: Don't know, you said it what then I was repeating
Aolin: Did I ? I don't remember saying it
Me: Oh yes, you did
Aolin: Really ?
Yencheng: Why don't we try buy ?
Aolin: { Laughing } alright, we kup lo want ?
We agreed to share and when Aolin was typing the number
I suddenly remembered it 24June today, then we was like laughing
But it didn't open, there goes the prize ]:
Came home ard 9 and watched television with my family [:
Was hungry ard 2plus and went down to takeaway Mac's & shared with my sister
Finally got my blue cup, it's like Finally !!!!!!! :D

Buddy, sorry for calling without telling you
Don't be upset and get a hold on yourself alrights
We'll always be there for you [:

Tuesdays'
Thought I won't be going out, but Aolin called and met her for dinner at Admiralty
She kept psyco me to accompany her to lan with her boyfri and co. and I finally gave in
Came up my house and waited for her boy to come
Went to 211 and up her house we go
Gossip-time !
Lol ! I guess we're like aunties ! :D
Home-d ard 6 and slept [:
Anyway, baby gna book out on Friday !
But daddy called me and said he can't book out for I guess one month ]:
He's so gna miss me :D

Mondays'

Well, went for movies with Haoting at town
Aolin called and ask her to join [:
Caught Land Of The Lost, laugh my ass out ! { I'm butt-less ! ] :D
Aolin went back Woodlands after the movie and we went for shisha
Omg ! It's my first time, never had the chance to try it
Well, I guess it's quite cool
The place was well-decorated and gave me the feeling like a witch is sitting behind a magic crystal & people come in to have their fortune told
Overall, it's so cool
But the smell of the shisha it's just alright, cause smoke too many made me feel like vomit
Even when smoking my own ciggs, it still smell like the strawberry { Bluek ! }
Home-d ard 2 and was using my desktop
Was about to blog when Ahdog came calling at my door
Imagine someone calling your name at your door at 3plus, how creepy
But I still peek through the peek-hole and it was Ahdog -,-
Changed and accompanied him
Well, he was alone
It was weird, him being alone in the middle of the night { Shrugs }
Head to Mac's and had supper
Called many people up & ask them to join us, either they say don't want or sleeping -,-
Talked till morning and finally saw Minghui and Princess
Joel's girlfri came not long after, some stuff happened { Shan't elaborate more }
Went up my house and had lunch
They went home and I sleep ! :D

Sundays'

Head to 638 once I'd left house
Was suppose to meet at Tong's house
But I guess I found them at 638
Was deciding to go up and quarrel { in a humourous sense } with his mom or eat
And we went up his house and visit his mom
It's been long since I had a hilarious time with his mom ! :D
Still the same old time, love those days [:
Finally went to dine at 630 { It's really like FINALLY ! }
Had HokkienMee & Aolin called :D
She came ard 10plus ?
Went up Tong's house again, and some stuff happened
Shan't say more [:
Watch horror show { well it ain't as scary as they claimed, but it's nice }
Called Ahdog & met him ard his girlfri's house
Went back 638, slacked awhile and went up Buddy's house
Had some mahjong session & talked
Went home ard 5plus
Bathed, sweet dreams [:

Saturdays'

Well, it's ard midnight
& my brothers aren't really happy
So drink, drank, drunk !

Gentings'

I swear my mom is really cute !
@ Starbucks

So long, gna set up my maple now :D

In An Agreement

2009-06-20T22:04:00.000-07:00

Thursdays'
Almost forgot about meeting Daddy & Twinneh for movie
Woke up by Daddy's call & hurried to bathe
Caught Drag Me To Hell at Cine
Well, I admit the show is nice cause it really made me scream :O
But overall, I'd rate it 4.5/5
Well, maybe I'd love to be scared

Fridays'
Sleep, sleep & sleep [:
Buddy called up and went to meet him
Met up & he said he wanted to go up Tong's house to surprise him
Well, didn't manage to as you know
Called him and looked for him at 638
Went up his house, was bored to tears & went over to Buddy's house for mahjong ! :D
Happy !
Finally someone play mahjong with me after so long ! [:
Talk & Buddy cut hair for Tong
And me, nothing to do, kept disturbing them
Wanting to take photos, but baby's phone got problem with the camera -,-
But nevermind, we still manage to take some [:
Talk till 3plus & they was like going to sleep any sooner
So I bugged Tong to go home alrd
So he can send me home on the way [:
I'm afraid of those P as you see =/

Saturdays'
Brought my lil cousin for her swimming lessons at Sports School
Well, I don't know what's wrong with her instructor or what
We walked till there, which is like so hot
& they just told us the swimming lessons was cancelled -,-
Dangggg =/
Bus-ed to Civic for some air-con, really can't stand the heat
Went to Causeway to buy stuff and homed ard 12
Slept all the way till 7
And I've decided to cook TomYum tomorrow for my family [:
Oh my, I think I'm getting smart-er than ever :D

Love my lil baby & baby love <3

Blame me

2009-06-17T22:58:00.000-07:00

I'm so sorry I ain't a good owner

I'm so sorry you left so early

Baby, I really love you

It just feels so empty without you by my side

I miss the way you welcomed us home

I miss the way you always camp under our dining table for our food

I miss the way only you listen to me when nobody's listening

I miss the way you accompany me in the night

I know you love me, please reincarnate and come back to me in your next life as my son

You're sucha adorable, good little baby

I'm so sorry I didn't always have the time to accompany you

I didn't spend enough time with you

Maybe this could be a better way of ending your suffering being with me

Baby, I really love you so

You'll always live in my heart, with love <3

Bibbidi-Bobbidi-Boo

2009-06-13T04:23:00.000-07:00

I'm super boreds now, didn't blog for so long hence drop by :D
My little baby is now inside camp, I'm feeling super bored
I miss him so ]:

Wednesday's
Anyway, Happy Belated Birthday OngMinMin ! :D
Went Bugis' new shopping mall with baby walkwalk
Didn't have much to shop
Went back to Baby's house and waited for OngMinMin's call
Cab-ed over to her house to countdown with her
Chatted awhile and cab-ed back for Baby
Slept and woke up ard evening to go Causeway to buy stuff for Baby's army stuff
Ate at 883 and walked back to his house
Ton-ed till morning and I went home
Baby's enlistment today ]:
Gna miss him so, thank God he's gna be coming out 2weeks later
So for the time being, I'm gna be his little good girl
Should be getting a job soon, and I'm gna quit smoking before he book out [:
Baby just you wait, I can do it :D

Looked for Bestfri today, guess he ain't in a very good mood
Cheer up, buddy !
You're gna make her yours again [:
Just reached home, cooked noodles and watched my show
I guess I'm gna play maple awhile and sleep
Going Genting on Sunday morning, might not have the chance to post tomorrow
So shall try my best to post when I'm coming back [:
With love, people [:

Merry-Go-Round

2009-06-01T03:47:00.000-07:00

Friday's

Went to Changi with Boyfri, didn't have much to do
I only know my bloody legs are bloody tired=/
But still reached airport ard 2plus and went Suntec aftermath
Finally Daddy showed up with my dearests [:
Love them so <3
Dined at Suntec and went to Marina Barage for some slacking
The three of us were really like total idiots, but had really fun ! :D
Went to meet the rest co. and headed forLimChuKang, I seriously can't believe I could be in there
It was my first, and I guess it shall be my last [:

Today's

Met Janson and his friend today
Slacked at 825 and chatted for some time, it's been so long since we last chat [:
Called my Yvonne and she came to look for me with Joelle
ZOMG ! I swear I miss her, there's seems to be tons of stuff to say but we just didn't know where to start [ Kisses to your face ! <3 ]
Went to look for Baby at 9 and bought Mac's
Maple again ! <3

Anyway, Gladys had really been a good girl these few days
She had always been at home and helped chores with her mommy
She's really happy that here relationship with her mom had closen-ed [:
Gladys' really happy with her life now, kisses to the world ! :D

She loves to smile (:

Say

2009-05-22T18:23:00.000-07:00

Today's catch; guppies :D

Yesterday's catch; catfishes :D

Finally he's taking a photo with his eyes on the camera.

I'm trying to take a photo faking my teeth straight but I guess the hole's still kinda obvious (:

Stupid faces

I'm trying to make a stupid face but he doesn't seems to care, danggggg :/

Best of all, I love this the most ! :D

Yesterdays'

Oh well, went fishing in the afternoon with boyfri at Sembawang

Intended to bring my grandmommy along but she can't walk too far so *shrugs

Caught manymany catfishes :D

But all were super mini-size

We set those caught fishes free and I accidentally killed 2 catfish and I'm super guilty now

So sorry to Mr.Catfish

Bus-ed back to baby's house and slept all the way till morning

And I didn't make it back home to bid farewell to my grandmommy )':

I dote my grandmommy the most; "I love you, grandmommy <3

Todays'

Home-d in the morning to play Maple with baby

Met up at 9plus and train-ed to CCK to take the shuttle bus to QianHu

Reached ard 11plus, & Guppies here I come :D

Caught manymany guppies but a few are dying now :/

Anyway, there's three guppies that I like the most

One is the Orange, named 爱你妈妈大结局

One with black spots on it's white body, named 爱你爸爸大结局

& the last is white color with long tail, named 爱你全家大结局

But I don't think these fishes can survive long (:

Intended to catch Night At The Museum 2 today but boyfri doesn't wants ):

Went back to baby's home and eat

Tried to play Maple but stupid server won't let my Paperheart in, darn it !

Baby's asleep now, & I've got nothing to do so shall come and blog

I think I'm gna sleep too, afternoon people (:

She loves to smile (:

Count Your Blessings

2009-05-20T05:15:00.000-07:00

Hello bloggie ! :D

Yesterday's yesterday was our second month

Well, we planned to go ice skating or Escape or catch a show

Ended up we went to catch guppies

And worst of all, we bus-ed to Kranji and the water was so muddy and smelly

Plus, no guppies ):

Then we went to Woodlands Garden and the guppies were way too far *Shrugs

Bus-ed back baby's house and sleep (:

Woke up in the middle of the night and went home to have my dinner

Watch They Kissed Again and went to look for baby in the morning

Had breakfast and went to fish at Woodlands Garden

Guess what ?

There's a motherfucker who seems to keep watching at us and told us not to fish there and blahblahblah

Fcuk the backside ! __

We went to the other side to fish

I caught 8guppies and 3questionmark fish :D

So I won baby ! :D

We kinda had a bet that who can catch the most

Baby doesn't believe that I can catch the guppies with the net *Smiles evil-y

But I still caught them :D

Intended to bring back the fish that we caught but all the fish ain't beautiful so we let them free

Home-d with nothing ):

Saturday's gna be a fun day ! :D

Gna catch guppies at Qian Hu

Shall post again soon, don't miss me !

She loves to smile (:

Wonders

2009-05-14T08:10:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh, I'm damn bored !
Been trying to find a good maple server and finally found it after so many days !
But now the stupid server won't let me log in -,-
Stupid server !
Listening to Baby's Hokkien songs really gives me question marks
And why doesn't the stupid people call me up ?
I desperately needa job >.
Boredxzxzxzxz -,-
Shall go play viwawa , ciaos !

She loves to smile (:

Doom's Day

2009-05-07T06:33:00.000-07:00

Hello bloggie !
Went to Sentosa with dearest today (:
Just went for tan-ing, but I guess it didn't really makes much difference
Bus-ed to Yishun for some Ice and 169-ed to Woodlands Mart and takeaway my dinner
Nap till 1plus and woke up by baby's phone
Had Mac's and tataas, I'm here ! :D

Friends come and go

She loves to smile (:

Miss Not-her

2009-05-04T19:55:00.000-07:00

Went with boyfri to Marina Square ytd
Walked ard and finally found a place to sit and play my Luxor :D
Talked awhile and left back for Woodlands
Went to meet daddy and talked again

I know what I'm doing
But why can't people just trust me
It feels like I'm trapped inside a cage without knowing anything
People just thinks that I'm someone who's gna be hurt easily, but doesn't anyone knows I can do things on my own and it'll be just as great
To my baby, I know I ain't a good girlfri
I really don't know what to do to be your ideal girl
I know I'm stubborn and I'm someone who loves freedom
It feels like you don't understand what I'm trying to explain to you
I'm really sorry
I know I'm like those arrogant kid, who wants things to go my way
I planned everything to go on as how I've imagined
But does anybody know how afraid I am ?
I don't know who to trust anymore, I really don't wna face the world
I don't wna know who's the people I can't trust
I don't wna face the ugly truth

God, save me.

She loves to smile (:

White Lie

2009-05-01T00:39:00.000-07:00

Hi bloggie :D
Went to look for jobs yesterday with Kitee and Janice
Was really tired and hungry
Walked the whole of Bugis Street and asked for some
Ate QQ Noodles and Kitee's boy came to look for us
Went to look for the fcuking pool centre
Finally found that fcuking place and I know how to play pool alrd ! :D
Was super funny when playing the pool
When it was my turn, I had many many tries and " free balls "
Then Kitee vs me, we both set our own free tries and " free balls "
Okay, I admit I'm lousy at it ):

Watch Honey with boyfri ate and went back to Admiralty to ton
Seriously, Admiralty's playground is turning our second home
Before we went up, we took off our slippers and proceed to our " bedroom " :D
Played Kitee's PSP and went home to bathe
Text boyfri and went to look for him :D
I'm sorry { Although you're just now right behind me, DON'T PEEK ! }

Woke up by Kitee's call
Had lunch with baby and daddy at Causeway
Rushed to YCK to look for them after lunch
Swimming again ! :D
Stripped Jinhui's pants !
And I swear everybody's laughing our fcuking ass out !
He jitao only left his red hot underwear & he didn't wna come out of the pool
He somemore still asked help from the lifeguard but the lifeguard just said it was okay as long no pushing
Went to town aftermath
Look for jobs again and left our particulars for them
So shall wait for their call (:

Went home to put my stuff and went to look for them again
Slacked awhile and went to look for dearest <3
And so I'm here, tataas ! :D
Going to play my viwawa now, so ciaos !
Anyway, Happy Labour Day !

Secrets

She loves to smile (:

11 Layers of Gladys

2009-04-27T21:47:00.000-07:00

Layer One: On The Outside

Name: Gladys

Birth date: 18 September 1993

Current location: Out of Earth

Eye Color: Black

Hair Color: Black on the top and Brown below :D

Right or Left: Righty

Zodiac Sign: Rooster, not Chicken !

Layer Two: On The Inside

Your heritage: Mother's Womb

Your fears: Darkness and Spirits

Your weakness: Too strong

Your Perfect Pizza: Potatoes, Pineapple and Meat !

Your ambition: Tai-tai :D

Layer Three: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow

Your thoughts first waking up: I wish I can sleep longer

Your best physical feature: Boobs :D

Your bedtime: Depends

Your most missed memory: Private

Layer Four: Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi

McDonald's or Burger King: Mac

Single or group dates: Group

Adidas or Nike: Everlast

LiptopTea or Nestea: wth is Nestea ?

Chocolate or Vanilla: Strawberry

Cappuccino or coffee: Latte

Layer Five: Do You ?

Smoke: Quit

Take a shower: does you mother bathe ?

Have a crush: I don't drive

Think you've been in love: with MrChai

Want to get married: nope, i wna be a nun

Believe in yourself: I have high self-esteem (:

Think that you are a healthy freak: yeah, i don't drink, smoke, gamble or womanize

Layer Six: In The Past Month

Drank alcohol: I don't drink

Gone to the mall: with dearest boy :D

Been on stage: yeah, my room is my stage

Eaten Sushi: Ages ago

Been dumped: Nope

Gone skating: What's that ?

Dyed your hair: Black

Layer Seven: Have You Ever

Played a stripping game: yeah, with my ex

Gotten beaten up: guess so

Changed who you were to fit in: NO WAY !

Layer Eight: Getting Old

Age your hoping to get married: before I die

Layer Nine: In Girl/ In Guy

Best eye color: Blue, it totally got me mesmerized

Best hair color: Black !

Short or long hair: Depends

Layer Ten: What Are You Doing

1minute ago: breathing

1hour ago: still breathing

1day ago: still breathing

1year ago: Thank God I'm really breathing :D

Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence

I love - myself

I feel - bored

I hate - you

I hide - treasures

I miss - memories

I need - my boy

I'm afraid of - darkness and spirits

She loves to smile (:

Privacy Status

2009-04-27T02:24:00.000-07:00

Hi blog !

Yesterday was a busy day :D

Woke up in the morning and went to meet Kitee & friends

Was late again >.

Trained down to ChineseGarden, intended to play at there

No luck, the wave pool and lazy river was close

So it's no fun

Cab-ed down Downtown

Had loads of fun at WildWildWet

Was at the Ulah-laa, we almost strip Momok's pants

Well, I can assure he's definitely holding very tight to his pants

We kept losing each others inside the park

Pearly, Janice and me sat on a single float together

It was fcuking funny !

We kept falling into the water for a zillion times

Bathed around 6plus and went to WhiteSands

Had BK and bus back to Admiralty

Bathe again and waited for Baby :D

Head down to Temptations to look for my dearest !

Happy to see us together

LoveLove ! <3

Although was really bored there, but seeing them brightens up my day

Was tired, and watch them drink

Honestly, I hate drinking

And guess what, Aiai drop a few drops of liquor to my coke

One sip and I knew there was alcohol !

But she kept denyin, but she still confessed in the end :D

Anyway, Aiai and Twinneh's voice are marvelous !

Indulged in their voice

ZOMG ! I'm not turning lesb :D

Reached Baby's house around 4plus

I swear I am super tired and hot !

Sunburn-ed )':

Miss them so, I wna see them everyday !

Am at baby's house now, going to play my viwawa

Ciaos !

Twist and Turn

She loves to smile (:

Brain Stew

2009-04-24T17:08:00.000-07:00

Hi d-earsummer.bs !

Changed the skin and the link (:

She loves to smile (:

Blank Page

2009-04-23T16:22:00.000-07:00

Hi blog ! :D
Went to meet boyfri for lunch yesterday and saw Puhtohking :D
Finished our lunch and I went to look for him
And guess what ?
I've finally saw Kitee and Eunice after so long
Miss them so (:

Went with Aiai to NUS to watch our chinese dancers perform their SYF
Was really happy to see them all again
It was like once in a lightyear that we gather together :D
Love them so (:
Intended to take their bus back to school with them
But the fcuked up teachers don't allow
Thus we took 188 to CCK and changed train
Suddenly I do admit we feel like total idiots
Taking the bus when it just come, don't know where it'll go
We were cheated by Huiming and Lucas
Was supposing to meet them all at Causeway
None except Twinneh turn up ):
But nevermind, we still have alot to catch up
Just the three of us is fine too :D

Anyway, bad news to me ):
Went back to school last week
And Mr Rajar told me the N levels' registration had alrd closed
And even if I go back to school this year, it's useless too
So I had to make a choice between going back and not going back
I'm not going back anyway, so I'm sorry to those who hoped I'm going back

Edwin: Thanks, but what am I suppose to jiayou about ? :D
Juaen: Sorry to disappoint, but I don't think I'll be going back. Will look for you guys soon, Imy (:
Huiming: I'm still Gladys for Christ's sake, not Gladyses :D
Passerby: Dj Sammy - We're in heaven (:
Jinwen: I'm not gna be in school again, I know you guys miss me :D
Xinting: Miss you loads too ! <3

My stomach just flipped

She loves to smile (:

Promised

2009-03-31T21:18:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry I didn't have the time to update my blog for so long
My apologies
Anyway, I'm at boyfriend's house
Finally after so long, I've found the time to come here
So, cheers for myself ! :D

See those prawns ? :D

Went for prawn-fishing last week I guess

OMGod ! It's damnit fun ! :D

Of course I'm someone who's clever that I fished till one prawn =/

And the hook pierced through Daddy's back

Laugh my ass out !

Was kinda bored this few days, nothing to update about my life

Just that I've got myself a wonderful boyfriend :D

Hah ! It's kinda lame that I'm here promoting my boyfriend ?

And yes oh yes !

I wna last long with him <3

A toast to our relationship

Anyway, maybe it's kinda good news

I'm going back to school soon

Thanks to a deal with Daddy, I'm soooooooo dead !

But nevermind, going back to school is a good thing for my parents

They won't have to worry that much anymore

Thus Riverside, I'll be back

Just you wait !

Virgo

She loves to smile (:

Good Morning Revival

2009-03-05T16:53:00.000-08:00

After many many weeks of absence from blog, I'm back :D

Didn't know what to post thus for the absence

Anyway, just some random photos

Boreds =/

Yesterday;

Was at home in the afternoon

Wanted to look for PuhtohKing but he called and said he was leaving

Some rain add on, so stayed at home

Wh came to fetch me in the evening and went to look for Dino

Slacked awhile and went to Centre to accompany Dino do some shopping

LOL, I swear he's like one of us :D

He went back to leave his shopping at home and we went to fetch Auntie

Went to GrandLink for billiard :D

P.S: We went to boy's toilet and there was a guy using a toilet { Laughs madly ! }

I swear I'm a pro at that :S

Went for supper and went to PasirRis for some slacking

Nonsense-d and was getting really bored

Went to Shell's for toilet and IBdino disturbed me ! =/

Treated me&Auntie IceCream { Loves }

Home sweet home and LalaLand :D

I hope this post can cover up for the long absence :D

She loves to smile (:

Beginner

2009-02-03T07:13:00.000-08:00

It's been long :D
So thus I'm trying to find my way here
And guess what, damn fcuk !
My bloody phone had spoiled, and all I can say I'm fcuking sad ):
Had lost my contacts, so people contact me if you still remember me :D

Went to look for my Wenjie&friends but they went home awhile later
So called Nicholas and waited for him
Went to AdmiralGarden with Yixin and Nicholas
Helpful Gladys & Yixin helped to look after BlackDog & Moley's bag
Yeah, I guess they were mad or wired
Went jogging in the middle of the night { Laughs ! }
Went to Admir to slack
Talked about the dreams, ghosts and lame jokes :D
Okay, I guess I did freaked out
Hope I jolly well forget my dream =/
And yeah !
Nicholas said he'll bring me to club one day :D
Happy-ness ! :D
Talked till 5plus and we went home, and thus I've finally found my way here

It've been one year, how time flies
It's time to let go and move on
She know it's impossible between them anymore
And so she'll forget those times and remember you as how she'd just met you

She didn't know where to turn

She loves to smile (:

Strings of Love

2009-01-22T15:45:00.000-08:00

So I guess I seem kinda busy these few days
My apologies for not blogging anyway
So anyway, much much stuff happen within these short few days
Too fast that I can't imagine the pace that we're all moving on

Anyway, my dear honey has moved to her aunts house
Guess won't be seeing her for the time being
And Bighead won't be coming out to meet us ):
I needa more people to ton with me !
At least I'm lucky I still have my two zhen ais and my Auntie Yixin :D
LOLLLL, few days ago went to yishun with Auntie Yixin
Damn shit, why did she have to keep blabbering about ghosts stories to me that seriously I freaked out !
Whatever with the baby that they saw, Oh my freaking shit !

And yeah !
Few days ago I went to Aolin's house to sleep too :D
Agreed to watch the show together
Yeah, and honey went to sleep and the owner she herself was busy chatting on the phone with her dearest boyfri and left me alone to watch the show
Sad case ):

Even as friends, it's okay
Keep a distance and sealed it with a kiss

She loves to smile (:

Feed the Suckers

2009-01-15T03:22:00.000-08:00

And once again I'm blogging again :D
I'm not down,
or maybe I am =/
I didn't expect us to end so soon
I should have expected this earlier
Now you're finally saying out

I didn't expect you to think our relationship as nothing
I wanted us to last long
But I didn't expect you to be still ever childish
It's like " Hello ? Come on and get a life, I'm no longer a kid that goes for puppy love. "
I didn't want this to happen, I really don't want all this
And if time could turn back, I wished I won't grow up
Maybe PeterPan is cool, I wna be a PeterPan in my next life !
I guess I'd made a wrong step, but I'm not gna make another wrong step
We didn't really last long, but I hope you'll never last long !
Gladys is great, Gladys loves to smile
She's not going to let a little setback put her down
And you're so going down (:

She loves to smile (:

Four Seasons

2009-01-13T22:00:00.000-08:00

So I guess I'd skive for a few days :D
But nevermind, I'm back to blogging again
Didn't go to school for a few days, I guess I'm dead shit

Went for movies on Saturday and Sunday
Too tired that I didn't go to school on Monday
And finally saw boyfri yesterday after 2days of his absence
Happy !
Went up his house and waited for him to bathe and he went to his temple AGAIN -,-
No choice, so went home =/

They say good things take time,
I didn't know what to say, I kinda still want him back
But I know he's alrd taken up and he'd no wish of going back to the past
The past which was once so sweet and tough
I didn't expect I'd cry to see you happy
I didn't expect I'd be feeling this way
He didn't want me to come into his life anymore, not even as friends
I'm living a lost life
Everytime I wake up I had to ask myself who I am, what I am
Pathetic is the only word for me
Looking back at those pictures only remind me of tears
But sometimes I can't help but to look at them
I know it's like letting him down but I'm really sorry
Just take a knife and stab me in the heart
I'll be grateful
But really great things happen in a blink of eye

She loves to smile (:

The distance

2009-01-08T17:06:00.000-08:00

:D
Seriously it's getting bored-er and bored-er each day =/
Self-release myself at 1:15PM today
Anyway, my geography teacher was like super funny
And throughout the lesson I kept laughing (:
Oh well, maybe I'm just being retarded =/

So I'm really boreds like fuck and thus I'm here talking rubbish
Okay, I guess I shall be off to bed then
Time for my nap (:

She loves to smiles (:

Till the end

2009-01-07T22:11:00.000-08:00

Heeeellloooooo peoples (:
I'm feeling super tired now
Woke up by SaiKit for dinner just now

Okay, so it's like any other typical school-day
Same routine and boyfriend send me to school today (:
Happy-ness ! :D
Went smoking during recess
But like fuck siah !
Next lesson was like English, so went in and that motherfucker was like " Gladys, I need to speak to for a moment "
Hah ! Yeah, I don't really think I've such a time for a motherfucker :D
Well, so it's really kinda boring nowadays
I really need lotsa sleep
I'm like every second super tired =/

Yeah, quarrelled with my mom yesterday again
Seriously I'm getting sick and tired of all these quarrels
For goodness sake, if you wna send me to home just do it
Why is there a need to make you and myself so tired ?
If you're thinking of ending your life, why did you never ever thought of me ?
Yeah, she's always better, she's always the best
You might as well jolly well just take a knife and stab me in my heart when I'm sleeping
For Christ's sake, I really need a rest

Boyfriend woke up :D
But he's going out either to meet his temple friends or that AhDog
I guess I have to label his temple friends as my rival >.
But seriously, I had to tolerate he meeting his temple friends or sleeping all the time that he doesn't have the time for me
OMGod, am I crying ?
Guess not, cause I'd to get used to it
Oh fuck, why did I just say that ?

Sister, don't worry so much
I'll be praying for you much more often
Okay, I admit if there isn't for you I don't think there'll be any more fun
Please don't let anything happen to you people
P.S I love my friends ! (:

She loves to smile (:

It just disappear within seconds

2009-01-06T21:20:00.000-08:00

Hellooooooo !
I'm posting again :D
At boyfriend's house, nothing better to do thus I'm hereeeeeee (:

And I didn't school today again =/
Was really tired, but I really did sleep in early yesterday
Had no idea why I'm still so tired
Met Saikit&friends for breakfast again
Ate at 24hours, went out for halftime and looked for Qijie&Clifford at Mac's
Talked a while and boyfriend send me home :D
Woke up by that bugger JingHui to go polyclinic
But guessed what ?
It was already too late for the MC =/
Guess I had to look for other excuses for tomorrow
So went down to look for him and slacked awhile
Was supposed to go home after buying earsticks with SaiKit
Then that bugger JingHui saw m
e and asked me to don't go home yet
Hah !
Scissors, Paper, Stone as a competition
If I win 5times, I get to go home
But unfortunately I had to go back KFC and slack with them
Sad shit siah !
Was already super tired, but I guess it was just my luck that I met the PuhtohKing :D
Called baby and I went up his house then
Lucky that he's awake
Yeah, he's bathing now
And I've to offline now
So bye peoples :D
Probably I'll be blogging tomorrow again :D

Dickhead

2009-01-05T23:48:00.000-08:00

And yeah, so it's like another typical school day
Nothing much actually, but I guess I kinda promise my blog that I'll try my best to post more often :D
So taas, I'm here :D

Met Saikit and friends in the morning for breakfast, and I don't know why I'm like so goddamn tired =/
Yeah, dyed my hair to super black :D
And I like it !
Credits to my mommy (:
Anyway, after school went to civic to pay the motherfucker fine -,-
Had Yoshinonya for lunch with my AuntieYixin & SisterSaikit :D
Went back home for like a short nap
Woke up at 8, had dinner and catching the final episode of the LittleNonya :D
But that AhDogKit called and I had to went down look for him
Accompany him eat and sadly, I've missed that show ):
Blame on him :D
Baby was suppose to meet me, and yeah you've guessed right if you said he was going to meet his temple friends :D
Okay, seriously I admit maybe I'm starting to get irritated
Everyday there's only his temple and temple
Hah !
Promised to meet me in the afternoon and he was sleeping
Bombed his phone but I guess it wasn't as powerful as MasSelamat
And now he said his like OMGod, miracle happened that he's gna send me to school tomorrow :D
Was I dreaming just now or he just said the wrong stuff ?
LOLLLL, nevermind
I guess I had to get used to it sooner or later :D
Anyway, had to sleep now
Seriously I'm damn tired
So see you people tomorrow :D
Ciaos !

She loves to smile (:

One in a million

2009-01-04T10:02:00.000-08:00

Hello to my readers !
Although I don't know if there's any left (:
Oh well, so I've changed a skin and hope I'll really continue to post

And it's really been long since I've last posted, I guess I really need to update this blog more often
School's starting and I'm in a new class
Does that spells good ?
Anyway, I really can't get to sleep so I'm here
But guess what, I think I'm gna sleep now
So I guess I'll have to stop here (:

♥ Gladys

Dayout :D

2008-05-11T01:11:00.000-07:00

Okay, I'm super happy being with my sweetest boyfri
Last sunday was an eventful day
Reached his house at about 10plus
His cousin opened the door for me and I jumped onto his bed and hug him
Hah !
He said I was his new alarm clock :D
Woke him up and prepared to leave at 12plus
Went to eat and cab-ed to the zoo
Thanks to my aunt, I've got an expired voucher
And boyfri's aunt paid for out admission fees
Went to look for the crocs and ended up seeing baby's long-lost brother on the tree :D
Kept disturbing him and stuff
Walked one round and found out we were back to the entrance -,-
So checked the map and starts our day :D
Walked and walked
His aunt was damn cute
Kept saying wna watch the show the show
Hahahh, missed the show at 2.30
Went walking around to kill time
Took many many pictures with baby
And yes
It's our honour to sit on the only horse carriages in Singapore
His aunt treated us and we went up
OMGod !
You should know how it feels to be like on top
Everyone was practically just looking at us as though we were the kings :D
Passed the trams and we were just higher than them
Look so much more superior :D
Walked half round and we got off at the same place
Went back to look at those animals we've never seen it
As though we were some sua-ku people :D
Walked into a huge " cage "
For the first time ever, a as big as golden retriver crowned pigeon just flew past us and stop right infront of us
I was super startled by it that I cling onto baby's hand super tight
Hahahh, kinda stupid :D
Went to the snake's area
Wanted to go into the " cage "
But baby was actually scared of them
Hahahhh !
Was laughing my ass out
Then nevermind, walked on and saw some babboons
You know, those type of monkeys that their butts are damnit big and red and gross ?
Okay, it's really kinda scary to think if I actually have that kind of butt
I think I might just cut away my butt =/
Walked a little while and went for the show
The sealion is freaking OMGod damnit smart and cutee
See, it kinda understands human language
Kind of envy those people who got his kisses :D
Show ended and we went to look for the white tigers
Okay, I've got to know this three white tigers
Name, Omar, Winnie and Jippie
They are, tell you what, SUPER PREETY !
Seems so special with their special white fur { faints }
They can jump like wtfuck, 10metres
Baby and I was like counting the number of steps and step one jumping like a tiger
Hahahhh, was acting stupid
Soon it was the zoo's closing time
Maybe we should go there again :D
Love babyyyyyyyyy <3

Had some conflicts with baby these few days =/
I'm really sorry for disappointing you
I love you and I reallly do so :D

Went to meet baby after dinner, he doesn't really seems happy seeing me ?
But nevermind, still I'm HAPPYYYYYYYYY :D
Played some PSP and went to Admir
Baby saw his friends and they talked a while
But for all places, WHY MUST IT BE AT KFC ?????
Damn it my mouth is kinda itchy
Bought Zinger
Ate and Boyfri & Moley send me home :D
Took some stupid stupid pictures and baby send me up and I was about to sleep
Went home, fed Titus and went to sleep
Woke up by Baby's call and came up to use the notebook
So I guess I should be going to bed soon :D
Ciaos !

And you can't hear me calling from the inside

Gladys

Draw A Fish

2008-04-30T15:49:00.000-07:00

Lalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
Okay
I know it's really a little long since I last blogged :D
So, tadaah
I'm back people
Ah yes, much things happened over the past absence of one month
And ya, now I'm totally at a lost of words
So much happen, don't know what to say
Okay, so ya
I'm back for school
Can't really skip school anymore
Wthfcuk lor
Okay, hello people
My fucking phone is kena confiscated by a fucking bitch
So tadaah, I can't fucking message or call anyone
So people, don't bother looking for me
Nevermind, it's just for ONE WEEK :D

Having exams soon
And yesyes,
My qin ai de AIAI ! :D
I miss you and I really miss you alot !
I've got much much things to tell you
I really wanted to meet you
But sigh, both our boyfri =/
But nevermind, we ourselves enjoy our sweet can already
So, meet up soon :D

OMGod !
I'm gna like mug and mug and mug
People, don't disturb me
It's Studying In Process :D

It's 3more days
I'm getting excited
Yes, and it's my turn to plan :D
So, where should we go ?
Like so don't know what to do
Hahahah !
OMGod OMGod !
And ya, one more thing
May is just tomorrow
And DingDong is coming out soon =/
Don't know what to do =/

Jump off the building

♥ Gladys

My scheming plot

2008-03-10T17:40:00.000-07:00

HelloHello !
I'm back and intact :D
Miss me ?
Don't deny ! :D
Okay, it's finally Home Sweet Home :D
My home is really heaven !
Those bugs at the camp are really grossing me siah
WTHell ?
I don't know how I manage to survive that " survival camp "
Okay, I really miss my BDBF !
Ugh, but I didn't get to see him =/
Whatever

Going to look for Jiamin later
And yes !
I'll be looking for Theodore tomorrow :D
I really miss them super much !
But still there's something call phobia :D
Sigh, I'm really bored stuck at home
With the rain outside makes things worse
I'm lazy to go out plus I've got a terrible swollen eye =/
Darn those stupid mosquitoes !
Know what ?
I think they thought my face was Christmas tree
Decorated my face with their stings
WTHell ?
I swear I'll come up with a mosquito repellent
Just MOSQUITOES !
Okay, did really have fun and tell you what
OMGod !
I saw firefly :D
My first time ~!
And the night walk ?
The nightsky is really nicee and stars-y
I think there's like more than 100 stars
It's like super romantic :D
And yes the night walk !
Sigh, I really hate myself for being sucha useless kid
WTHell ?
Super dark and I'm so afraid of " The Thing " and animals coming out ):
And yes, while walking
I held on super tight to Wenzi
But thank God I was safe and intact :D
Went back to camp and had a super tired sleep
Woke up and wear my contacts
WTHell ?
I accidentally dropped one then lost it, shucks then
Just wore one and went out with the activities
Blah blah then had campfire at night
Still, the sky is ever so preety :D
But it was really bored, feel like sleeping
Then finally end everything and went to sleep
Next morning finally can go home
But waited for bus till 12plus
WTHell ?
Nevermind, reached home and first head to bathroom
Had a nice long bath and went to sleep :D
Message BDBF but he said was busy =/
Whatever then

Today woke up and intended to look for BDBF but he was un-contact-able =/
Called Moley and he was with him, WTHell ?
Nevermind then, looking for Aiai later
And I love FrenchFries !
Chipmunks !
Here I come !!!!!!!!! :D

Those lost feelings, why do I feel unwanted ?
No way to go, no directions for me
Just feeling so lost and unwanted
Should I go here or there ?
Should I look for her or him ?
Who should I turn to ?
I'm just feeling so lonely
I think my tears have run out
Cause I feel no tears on my face
Feeling so heartpain yet told myself it's useless already
Throwing all those connections aside
I really wna love again
I really wna laugh like how I used to do so
I'm losing my smiles
I'm losing my tears
I'm left with a faceless face
But who cares anyway
It's okay to take a few more drops
It's okay to take a few more cuts
Who cares anyway ? (:

Being so close, and watching you walk away

♥ Gladys

Love that bitch

2008-02-19T15:23:00.000-08:00

Okayokay, sorry for the long absence
I'm back :D
Sorry to those readers (:
Anyway, back to life
It's okay
So bored about school
I totally agree with Idiot
How can sitting on a chair and listen to the teacher talk be so tiring ?
Hahahah !
No idea =/
Yeah, today was too tired
Slept at 12plus but I guess I was too tired
That I overslept and didn't go school =/
Missed my Geography test
Sigh, I've really study hard for that
Shucks then !

Yeah, I've heard many people did hear about my stuff with him
I don't know how to face Nengtong or what
Neither do I know how to face Alvin and her
I'm really sorry for this
How I wish she's around
At least she's there for me
At least she knows what I'm doing
At least she understands =/
Nevermind then
Things really do change
Hahhhh !
Still, how much I've tried to tell you people
You people just don't understand at all
Someone told me what I'm doing now is terribly wrong
And what he meant by right sounds ridiculous for me
But still, he says: " to love someone as much as that person loves you "
I did
I did that for 3months
And all by myself
He's alrd my longest romance
But also my lone-est romance
No contacts, no nothing
I wna love him more than ever
But things change
Really change
He's there when I'm at my lonely-est point
He's there when my heart starts to change
Nengtong promised he'll be out to find me and end up, I'm waiting him for alrd 3months
I know what I'm doing now is so wrong
But I'm sorry I just can't help it
People, please just forgive me
I did wrote letter to him
And the choice is up to him, I'm in no position to choose
But if you people still don't understand, I guess you just have to understand that I'm sorry
And Nengtong, I'm really sorry and I don't mean it this way
But still, I don't think you'd believe even if I said I still do so

People, I'm sorry

P.S. I love you

♥ Gladys

Fake a smile

2008-01-31T22:09:00.000-08:00

Everyone listen ! :D
Thank God I've got myself a new boyfriend
Hahahah, it's dumb and super super stupid !
I guess he got no idea I'm hong-ing him :D
I finally understand why people loves to hong others
Hahahah, it's damn fun siah ! :D
When should I break with him ?
Tomorrow ?
Nehhhhh, too fast :D
Saturday seems perfect ! :D

Oh God !
I think my doom's day near
Cause why do I get my symptoms of breaking down ?
I seriously just hope I can die earlier and faster
Let me die in a more peaceful way yeah ?
I seriously miss baby lots and lots
I badly need dearest babyyyyyyyyy
The one who cover me with his warmth
The one who listens to me all the time
I just miss baby
If you were around, you surely have solution
I tell you what, I seriously fucking hate loving couples
Seeing loving couples everywhere, just make me wna break them up
Makes me miss baby soooo much
I need a hug please
Someone just come forward and hug me
Just a hug
Pleaseeeeeee kind people !!
The last time I hug someone was too long that I couldn't remembered ?
Hahhhhh !
I want someone to just tell me " My hug is always available to you "
I want someone to tell me that he/she is truly and really there for me
And not making my heart breaks
Hahhh, everyone's got their own life to live
Yeah I know
They just don't have the America-time to do so
I understand so it's really okay :D

The same old cuts

♥ Gladys

So much for those tears

2008-01-28T22:45:00.000-08:00

Hahahah, yeah thing's ain't the same anymore
How many times I've been wishing my phone would ring because of you
How many times I've been wishing you would come forward and hug me
How many times I've been wishing you won't scold me or whatsoever
But sigh, things just turn out this way
Hahahah, it's really dumb of me
The way you told her, you didn't come forward and tell me
Those pasts when we used to cry in each other arms cause we're afraid of losing each others
Now it's really happening
Hah, I just love laughing at myself
The foolish me who cry over spilt milk
Really a dumb kid :D
The way you talk to her, I see shadows of our past
The way you play with her, I miss those times
Hahahah, it's really dumb of me
You must be laughing at me for being so stupid
Benben really suits me
I admit :D
Don't worry, I ain't crying too
I'm strong like how I always say
Maybe it's time to move on
I don't trust you so much, cause I'm still afraid of being hurt or whatever
It's one friendship that I tried to hold on even when there are tons of times when I feel kinda fucked-up with your attitude
I'd never said you are fake
I never and I swear !
I never said you were hypocrite and I swear !
I never lie to you and I never break my promises to you
To me, promises are meant to be broken but I never break one to you
Never
Whenever I wna tell you stuff like how we used to be, something just pulled me back
It's like " Hahahah, what's the use even if I tell you ? You won't even bother much "
Yeah, maybe you notice small little things, but I observe more
If you think you're the only one who is sensitive, now I'm telling you you're terribly wrong
My attitude ?
I'm like this since the start when you've know me
Yes, I've changed
To how ?
To a more not-looking-on-that-what-you-call-bright-side
Till now, I'm more sure of myself
You seriously don't understand me
Till now, you don't even know what I want
Alot ain't even there
Seems like you've alrd forgotten one thing
Hahahah, it's really really super stupid of me :D

Cause it's really happening now

♥ Gladys

Devil's smile

2008-01-27T17:04:00.000-08:00

Seriously, sometimes I just feel I can disappear
Just for the time being, till two years later
Yeah, I think I'm losing my friends =/
Somethings are meant to be
I don't think I should give a damn about anything
But I just can't help it
If things go this way, yeah, I should act along with it
That's how life is
That's how God's plan is
We shouldn't defy
Please don't tell me you miss me or what
Cause through your everyday life, it doesn't seems so
Don't tell me you need me badly, cause it doesn't seems so
So stop lying to yourself and myself
You've got a new life and I'll stick to mine
So don't come looking for me, please
Take it as I'm pleading with you
Don't cry cause you never lost a friend
You never had a friend like me
Yeah, and I guess ours end today
7months should have been enough
Thanks for those times, when I really wasn't the only one
Thanks for those times, when you're always there for me
Thanks for those understanding you'd given me

Just a short few months, so much things that have happen
Feels like I'm caught in a hurricane
Spinning inside yet I can't do anything
Trying so much to struggle, only to be helpless
It doesn't proves anything, but only I'm more useless than before
Can't even preserve a used-to-be-so-sweet friendship
Giving so much trouble and tears to my family
And proudly say, it's by me and only me
Can't even help her own boyfriend when in trouble
Yeah, and it's the useless kid again
So many times, I really feel like jumping off a building and end my " happyness "
Cause what holds now really doesn't seems appealing
I wna be touched by your words, his words, her words
But it feels like I'm so numb
So numb to the taste of life
I seriously need someone who understands me
Someone who understands me inside out
But I guess there isn't
To those who think you understands me alot, understand what I'm going through
Don't think this way
Cause nobody does
I ain't joking, cause I don't even know what I'm thinking
So many times, I've been telling myself
Gladys, you're smiling and it's really true
So just for goodness sake, stop your stupid tears cause you're just a fugly bitch
Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't

I love how people searching frantically everywhere for me
Cause only those times I feel I'm important
Scaring the hell out of those people, to make them think I'm missing
Yeah, it's a childish behaviour
But I just love it, how much I wish Baby is out
Cause he's the only dumb one to do that
He's the only dumb one to cheer me up even if it's stupid
Please, you really don't understand what I really wants
Even that is what I want, you wouldn't give me those lost love

Tell me it doesn't hurts

♥ Gladys

Alright ain't the word for now

2008-01-24T20:07:00.000-08:00

Today is a super good school day
I mean maybe it's the best day of the year ?
Know why ?
Paid 20dollar to go for Duck Tour which is like so fun ?
Hahahah, okay
So our speaker is a ang-moh
Well, I super love her eyes
Look so sweet and gentle :D
So school ended early
And right !
Not to mention there's a group of JoeLes
Okay, it's exactly eight
Hahahah, seriously it's super funny :D
And right, went cwp for lunch then went home
Nap till evening and remembered I wna jog tonight :D

Every night, I just can't help but to think of you
Think back those soft smiles you'd given me
Maybe I just need a hug
It's okay, 2years should be alright ?
Sigh, I really don't know =/

BlackDog, thanks alot and alot for the fight ?
Hahahah !
You've got your bruises I got my blue-blacks too ! :D
Hahahah, I pity you man !

Aiai, I don't know what's happening yeah ?
I really don't feel like going Fragrant anymore
I mean, I find no more meaning =/
Simon ain't there anymore
Going there to see Theodore sniff more glue or what ?
It's getting too emo
I can't help but to cry over little things
I'm just such a lousy noob yeah ?
And you're always with Joyce what
So I guess you don't really need me too
Whatever, just don't worry for me (:

I just see my smiles ever so fake

♥ Gladys

I really wna tell you what happen everyday

2008-01-19T13:16:00.000-08:00

Blahblah, guess what people ?
I pierced my tongue ! :D
Bleahs !
It's kind of weird with suddenly two balls in my mouth
It's making my teeth super light
You don't have to really know how it feels
It really is super super weird :D
Anyway, my tongue is abit swollen but thank goodness I still can talk and eat :D
And seriously, I found that after I pierced, I've got more things to say
Lots and lots of rubbish :D

Yeah, went fragrant to study yesterday :D
OMGod !
What a good girl I am, don't you think baby ?
Did some notes and was disturbed by them
So didn't continue much
Then went 515coffee shop
They makan and I keep disturb and disturb Juntong :D
Super funny :D
It goes like this
He was wearing pink color polo-tee with red glasses
Then he ordered fishball noodle soup
Then when the food come, the bowl was red and chopsticks and all that
Then I keep saying, OMGod !
Don't you think it looks alot like our primary school the fishball noodle ?
Then he say: Yaya ! { Continues eating }
Then I continue and disturb !
Ahaaaaaaaaaa ! :D
After eating, went shelter sitsit
Simon's going in soon ):
Not a perfect group of chipmunks anymore
It's sad to see them behaving like that
Everybody's slowly going in
I mean what's with that ?
A new latest trend ?
Ya right, that's cock
Yeah, and the chipmunks hug and kiss all the way
Hahahah, like kind of gross :D
Took photos for the chipmunk and me myself took photos with chipmunks ! :D
LOLLLLL, seriously Chipmunks are my super fave ! :D
Alvin, thanks for being so kp and listening to me at times :D
Simon, thanks for accompanying me to drink and bleughhhh :D
Theodore, thanks for asking me for advice :D
Chipmunks, thanks for making me happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !

Okay, so went West Mall to meet my mommy for some simple shopping
Went to eat ToastBread
Intended to eat Delifrance, end up alrd wind up
Sad case =/
So that's for dinner and mrt-ed back Causeway to meet BlackDog and Moley
Watched Cloverfield
It ain't nice I tell you people
Seriously, you watch that ?
Might as well go watch Ultra-man
Seriously !
It ain't nice at all !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, nevermind
I didn't have to pay for my ticket
" Nice " and " Handsome " Moley treated me :D
And I keep talking and talking to BlackDog throughout the show
And ohyaa, the baby monsters right ?
They eat people and a girl kena biten by the baby monster
And the teeth marks are so much like BlackDog ! :D
And right, It's less than an hour and half
WTFuck ?
So not worth it
Anyway, walked to 515coffee shop
BlackDog eat and we was like suppose to watch the Soccer Match ?
Yeah, and people cheered cause a goal went in
I cheered too !
Yay !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
Was really feeling well
I think I'm going to be sick :D
Reached home at about 2plus
Bathed and went to sleep
And yes, I'm bored now
There's something really really wrong with my Internet Connection
I think I'm going crazy soon >.
Oh nevermind, I'm going fragrant soon (:
Ciao ! :D

Yes, I'm talking about love

♥ Gladys

The black rose

2008-01-17T18:34:00.000-08:00

I know it's time for me to accept the fact
I know it's time to wake up
Yes, he had gone in
Yes, he ain't going to take care of me
Yes, I've woken up from my dream
Yes, I shouldn't be childish anymore
I'm on my own now
I mean I know I got my friends still, yet it ain't the same
Yeah, cheerup Gladys ! :D
We haven't broke up :D
And at least it's better this way
Maybe you're gna be my longest romance
And this way, we don't even have the chance to quarrel or whatsoever right ?
So it's good :D
And to baby who's inside
Don't worry, I'll take care of myself
Even if I didn't know what is called you're in, I'll still have to take care of myself
So when you come out, eheh ! :D
It's my turn to take care of you ! (:

Friends, don't worry much about me
I'm fine after awhile
I just needed some time to fix my mind back to the right track
Really thanks for worrying about me ?
Hahahah, it makes me feel I'm important ! :D
OMGod ! :D
I love you friends :D

My dearest aiai,
Don't worry about me yeah
And please don't scold me anymore
I don't like it cause I'll start to think more
I still can think so just don't worry yeah ?
I know you care so even if you're mute, I still get it :D
I love you aiai :D

Theodore,
I know you love her
She knows it too !
So just chill and don't think too much yeah ?
I know you wna marry her when you grow up
Hahahah, so just live it this way how life goes :D

My dearest only baby,
I'll wait on for you
Yeah, and my Valentine's day ?
I'm going to celebrate with you :D
Eheh, yes
With that pig :D
Looks so much like you !
I love you baby <3

The last story left untold

♥ Gladys

Good girl

2008-01-15T20:51:00.000-08:00

Happy 4th month baby !
Happy happy :D
Of course happy !
Baby din't get in
And I'm going to find him later :D
Baby, hereeeeeeeeeee I comeeeeeeeeee !
I miss you super much
It's our 4th month and so we're going strong yeah
I love Tnt <3

Baby's my only love

♥ Gladys

Feed me with your love

2008-01-14T21:24:00.000-08:00

I'm so sorry for today people
I don't know what's happening to me
I din't mean to cry just like this
I don't even wna to do so
I'm just so sorry ):

Din't go school today cause I wasn't feeling very well
Slept till 11plus and went to watch tv
Went to meet BlackDog at about 2plus
WTFuck ?
I waited for 45minutes
Stupid asshole -,-
Nevermind, blame it on such a patience people like me :D
Went Centre to find Daddy
I misses him super much
I'm just so afraid he'll go in
I miss your jokes, I miss your act cutee-ness
I miss your mature times
I just miss them so
Went the lan and was like nothing to do
So childish me went to arcade to play ALONE
Like such a loner =/
Oh well, then I wasn't in a very good mood
I've just been thinking a little too much
Sometimes I just wish I'm really dumb and stupid
So I don't work my brain so much
Killing my brain cells on stupid things =/
Took 912 back Causeway cause of a stupid dumbass who asked me to meet him
WTHell ?
Took 903 and I was like WTFuck ?
Where are we going ?
Me: Waa, the queue so long siah
He: Where got, a little only
Me & Him rushes to bus903
To found out we were at the wrong bus only after we boarded it
Rushes down the bus and walked in the rain to Fragrant
Wasn't in a very very good mood
And we was like " kaopeh, kaopeh laas " each other
Reach Fragrant
Did something I shouldn't have done
I feel so sorry you people
You guys must have thought it's you who make me do so
But you're wrong
I must have startled you people
I'm sorry >.
It's just on my part that I've been thinking too much that I did that way
I'm just so sorry
Thanks Kpkplaas for accompanying me half way home :D
Thanks Jianing and her friend for the tissue
Thanks Jianing for your hug
I badly need it :D
Thanks alot and sorry people
P.S might not see this, but I'll publicize my apologies here

I'm just so afraid for tomorrow
I'm just so worried for tomorrow
I'm sorry I can't help but to think anyhow
I've been holding on for so many days
Just one more day doesn't hurt
I din't shed a single tear for weeks, just the day before
Why should I ?
Sucha failure =/
Baby, I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you ! <3

The last cry with a smile

♥ Gladys

It doesn't stops raining

2008-01-12T12:49:00.000-08:00

I'm just so afraid
It's just two days apart
I mean, I'm afraid of the bad outcomes
Please don't say take care
I needa you to take care or me
I'm dumb, I don't know what's independent
I'm relying on only you
Baby and daddy, please don't go in
I need both of you to take care of me
God bless us

Don't leave me all alone

♥Gladys

It's just my random-ness again, over nothing

2008-01-08T19:10:00.000-08:00

Well, it's not about going to emo or what
It's the music that's making me sad ):
I just so miss baby
And sometimes I just feel so lost and un-belonged
Din't know where to go from where I am
Din't know who to turn to when I'm just so not me
I badly just need him so much
At least a hug is enough
Though he doesn't really understand what rubbish I'm talking, but at least he makes me feel so him
I think I'm just having bad times now
I think my mind is just so stupid
Stupid, lousy, noob and weak
Give me a break, people

Sometimes I just think I'm doing so not well
I'm failing people
I don't know how to encourage or counsel people or whatever rubbish
So it equals to I don't know how to make other people happy
Equals to Gladys is sucha failure
Equals Gladys should just lock herself in her room everyday and stop going out like wthell
Going out like nobody's even inviting you
Going out for what
Useless, hopeless
She doesn't understands what I want from her
She doesn't understands why I'm doing things this way
She just doesn't and she just thinks her way is just so right
I've tried to make her be better than the past
I mean, I know she's suffering in the past
But all the more she should overcome it, step over it like a piece of cake
Yet I think she doesn't understands and quarrels come everday =/
People have been expecting more from me, I've tried to do things their way
Yet things just doesn't works, it ain't what they want
I'm just feeling so fucked up and stress
Know why ?
Cause I'm stupid
I don't know how to do things my way
I don't know what I what
I don't know why I'm behaving this way
I just don't know why

Anyway, Happy Birthday Theodore ! :D
Hope you get lotsa acorns :D

Cross the line

♥ Gladys

So yesterday

2008-01-06T16:25:00.000-08:00

Ah right
Din't have the time and stuff to post about yesterday
So shall blog today :D

Okay, some unhappy stuff happen yesterday
But happy stuff came too :D
And things go like this
Rot at home in the afternoon and waited for my mommy and cousins to come home
So while waiting, I was staring at the stupid computer
Trying to figure how to make a stupid damn blogskin
And too bad, I din't manage to do it
Hahahah, hopeless kid :D
So evening came and they were like " OMGod, finally " come home
Had pizza and some nice mushroom soup for dinner
They went home and blahblah
Midnight went Vista to look for Theodore and Friends
Then they were like talking so much cock that I almost slept
Too bad, I wasn't much interested in their topic =/
So I walked away, then suddenly all run
Guess what ?
Hahahah, police car :D
Then went up to BLK545
They was like panting like dogs :D
Hahahah, we got a pet shop >.
Lucky Alvin longbang me
So I din't have to run and still got the time to sing song :D
Okay, was just super bored
Then they talk some cock again
I went to swing to play myself
" Oh, what a loner ? "
Hahahah, text my dearest aiai
Apologised for what I've done and tadaah
We're back once again :D
The un-breakables (:
Okay, so she went to sleep then I went back to them
Went 7-eleven to buy things to makan
Then went Fragrant to sitsit
Was playing my phone till no battery
OMGod !
How sad >.
Then they wna go up to Alan's house
I was like, " Okay (: I go home :D "
Walked home, intended to cab home
Yet the uncle shake the head so don't want
Like WTFuck ?
Got money don't wna earn ?
Then too bad, walked home
Nearly reaching my home
Suddenly got one stupid black bangala come talk to me
Bbangala: You want money ?
Me: Don't want
Bbangala: Really don't want ?
Me: ( walks away & shouted ) NO
Like wthell ?
Curse he kena car bangbang uh
Curse him fall into drain uh
Stupid damn him black asshole
Lucky I reached home safely, slept till afternoon
Ate porridge and tadaah, I'm here to post :D
OMGod !
I think I'm getting more and more hardworking(:
Praise me, people :D

Hahahah, I guess it's about 2more weeks
I'm so afraid >.
Please come out safely
Please let me see you for long term
God bless you and me :D
I love Baby <3

Complete me with your love

♥ Gladys

Promoting my SMILES

2008-01-04T22:55:00.000-08:00

Sing sing sing :D
I am Happy :D
Once again, I don't know why I feel this way ?
Hahahah, oh yes
I'm promoting smileeeeeeees
So people, please smile when you see me :D
Ah yes, I've learnt to take things easy
Hahahah, of course
Why the hell should I fret over silly things ?
I've got so much better things to do yeah ?
Right now, I'm feeling stupid damn full
I think my stomach is going to burst any minute
God bless me :D

Ahems !
What I did today:

◐ Eat
◐ Talk
◐ Poop
◐ Breathe
◐ Crap

Oh what a list of things I've done for the day
Hahahah, like crap :D
Well, I'm bored
My comp sucks like wtfuck
No Audition ?
Arghhhhh, It's boring :D
But nevermind, I got my photos
Hahahah, bingo !
I love MYSELF
And ohyaa, ThamDingDong :D
Don't jealous, I got a new boyfriend from today onwards
Meet WALL, My new boyfriend
Well, he's as handsome as what you think
Or how you want him to look like
And he always there for me wherever and whenever I need him
I can talk to him whenever I like
Crap with him
Hit him and he won't even shout " AW :D "
Best of all, he won't run away
Well, pity that he can't respond to me =/
But nevermind, just meet my new boyfriend :D
Hahahah, I guess I'm just being a little retarded

Okay, went to school as USUAL cause I'm a GOOD GIRL
Lessons went on as USUAL cause it's boring
Ah right, the secs one boys are like super cuteeeeeeeeee :D
Makes me feel like pinching their cute little faces
Makes me feel like hitting hard on their little backs :D
Hahahah, they're just so shorty *Roll my eyes
Well, the girls are kinda uh, some quite preety
Big eyes and innocent looks
Well, most of them got a vicious look too
Hahahah, whatever
As though I care so much :D
And yes, had some lessons
Went home early cause my Chinese teacher was teaching those Upper Upper Sec Chinese
So our class was dismiss early
Thank goodness cause damnit my stomach hurt so much :D
Okay, reached home and my pain seems to gone :D
OMGod !
I think my home somehow got a magical power
OMGod !
My home is Magical >.
Okay, I guess I've got nothing better to do
Okay, bathed and intended to play the swing
Yet Jiamin was at the doctor's and at the same time, Stupid Tonglee called
Went to meet Alvin and friends at Fragrant
Talk some cock and went MCYS or whatever you call that
OMGod !
I thought I was going to be sold to some Garang-Guni ?
LOLLLLL, thank god I wasn't :D
Sat awhile and waited for Kianhui, Sean and Juntong
Went back Fragrant
Played awhile with the stupid PSP
Then went home to put and came back
OMGod !
It's been a long time since I last cycled
Hahahah, to think I still can remember how to cycle :D
Thank God I didn't buang :D
Went Tekong to find Tonglee, sat around awhile and went to his house to makan :D
Tell you what, I think I'm so cuteeeeeeeeeeee
Ate and went home on 913
And right, to think I've just bathed nicely and was preparing to use my long-long-time-dint-use comp
Moley message me to go meet him
Ah right, now I'm like darn tired
Yet being a good person, I think I'm going to meet them later :D
So tadaahs, my post is coming to an end

Smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

YGladys

My nightmare has just begun

2008-01-03T21:16:00.000-08:00

Okay, so things goes like this
First it was HAPPY NEW YEAR
Okay, on the last day of last year
We went Vivo for fun -,-
Hahahah, right
And things just make me laugh till my ass drop dead
Walk around like a few stupid fools
Playing like stupid kids :D
Intended to stay for the countdown and watch those fireworks there
And supposingly to be " Ah, how romantic " which turn out to be at CausewayPoint
So to make things easier, we went home earlier than what we thought
Bathed and rushed down to CausewayPoint to celebrate the LAST moments of 2007 with bestfriends
Screamed HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone
But doesn't seems like everyone like it =/
But too bad, I just scream my way :D

Went to Tonglee's house to have a little fun
Played the computer, kp awhile and our drinking session start :D
Yeah, never drank like that before
Hahahah, was so tired yet I just can't get to sleep
Others went to sleep
Last one standing was me, Moley and Tonglee
Hahahah, talk some cock with stupid Tonglee
As stupid as ever :D
Went home earlyearly with Moley
Catch some sleep and was woke up by the stupid phonecall
Bathe and went Vista to look for them
They crap while I watch
Went to swing to play blind mice with those kids
Hahahah, forgot those childhood memories :D
Need to reminsice
Went home early to sleeeeeeep
Get ready for school the next day

First day of school
AHHHHHHHHHH
I just feel so like Primary1 kids
Hahahah, don't wna go school
Wna cry for going to school AGAIN ! :D
I think I'm just going madddddddd
Form teacher, starring MR TSUNG
Like wthell ???????!!!!
How am I going to survive for 2more years ? :D
Waited till 1pm and finally release school
Went fragrant to find them
Sit awhile, talk some cock and went home
Went to Nengtong's house to pass his mother the letter :D
Waiting, so people don't worry :D

Second day of school
RWARRRRRRRRRRRRRRH
Okay, at least it aint that bad
Better than first day ? :D
Lessons start
Finally bought some books
But not all :D
Waited after school and went swing
Played awhile went fragrant
Did my homework
Aw, what a good girl I am :D

And so, I think I'm going to sleep soon
Cause I'm super tired but I just can't sleep =/
Maybe I should just start to learn count sheeps :D

For I am going to be happy :D

Ygladys

Christmas is gone

2007-12-27T19:57:00.000-08:00

27december 7:57PMChristmas is gone
I dint manage to celebrate with my dearest friends neither do I get to celebrate with my boyfriend
But well, at least there's still my family :D

Seriously I'm sorry but I'm in a dilemma once again
I don't know what to do
I wna cry out loud, I wna scream out loud, I wna laugh out loud
But sometimes, situations just don't allow
Yes, people do tell me he'll go in
And obviously, people tell me to wait for him no matter what
It's tough and I don't know if I can take it
I've been walking forward without him
Sometimes I just wish I could just break down
I needed someone, I needed him
People say he's pitiful
But why dint anyone find me more pitiful ?
He's doing something for his friend and yet I'm the one suffering
Why does it goes this way ?
He's asking for a break, yet I don't know if this should continue or not
I wna love him yet I know I might can't wait for him that long
Cause I couldn't assure my feelings
Yet some people just don't treasure their relationships
When there's the time that they can treasure each other well, love each other well
They chose not to
They chose to quarrel again and again over same things
People, please just treasure your girl/boyfriends
You might not to get the chance when you find he/she is gone

I'm sorry to boyfriend that I used to quarrel with him
I'm sorry that I dint treasure you well
I'm sorry I couldn't give you all what you want
I'm sorry I used to like other boy when I'm in a relationship with you
I'm sorry I agreed to our break in our past
I'm sorry I let you worry all the time
I'm sorry I dint take good care of you
I'm sorry I've let you down
I'm sorry I always said you like this girl and like that girl
I'm sorry I tried to close connections between you and other girls
I'm sorry you lost a God-wife
I'm sorry for being so unreasonable
I'm sorry I've let you wait for me for 9days
I'm sorry that you've suffered inside yet I couldn't do anything
I'm sorry I took a day to find what you want
I'm sorry I always [ Secret ] with you
I'm sorry that I wasn't always serious when you're talking
I'm sorry that I always hit you
I'm sorry I always bite you
I'm sorry for the pains I've given you
I'm sorry you must have find it tough being with me
For so many apologies I've said, I'm sorry I aint a good girlfriend

You might not see this, but I wna let everyone know that I'm sorry to you
But people, please don't comment much on me yeah ?
Thanks alot and alot (:

One regret from yesterday that seems to grow with time

Ygladys

No use looking back and wondering

2007-12-18T03:39:00.000-08:00

Night falls and it's the devil that comes out
I'm happy and I'm strong
Nothing beats me down
That's what that keeps me going
Cause I'm suppose to be happy
I couldn't be any emokid anymore
Sigh...
It's hard cause people look at me as a happy kid
Someone who faces life as though nothing beats her down
Someone whom they don't have to worry about
Someoe who's independent and doesn't have to rely on anyone
Just one simple reason
Cause she's happy and strong
Yet no one knows the truth

Am I really that dumb ?
Dumb enough to always bomb by others ?
I guess it's time for me to grow up and stop believing others
Yeah, stop believing and grow up
That's something I've been telling myself long ago
Yet I chose to believe again and again
And yes, of course
I'm deceived again and again
The same old thing happens again
Told myself it's the last time and it'll never happen again
Yet when happyness strikes, I gladly accept
And when they say it's a lie, woke up to find myself sweating because of the nightmare
I'm afraid that I couldn't take things anymore
People say I'm lucky, why can't I see myself smiling really happily ?
Why can't I see myself facing those lucky stuff ?
Just a question why, but I always can't answer myself
Yes oh yes, I've given up
Cause the love just doesn't work between us
I've been giving in repeatedly
Maybe you've been taking as though it's for granted
And you hurt me again and again
Hurt might be a strong word
It's me who's dumb
Everyone got something they have to leave behind
Maybe it's time for me to let go of our memories
Blame it on me

I can't bear to see you suffer and worry because of me
You sacrifice everything for me
I'm guilty yet I don't know what I can do for you
I'm selfish thus I couldn't sacrifice my loves for you
All day long you worry about me
Me and only me
She never make you worry so you believe her hundred percent
I wna be the same yet I know it'll never happen cause I've alrd made you hurt
And you'll never believe me again
I'm sorry yet I ask for more
I'm the failure of the family
I'm just a useless and hopeless kid who always made you worry and hurt
No happyness coming from me
I really wna make you happy
Please don't think I don't love you
I love you, just that I don't know how to express
You share everything with her
And I know nothing
No, you share everything with her
Yet I get nothing
Jealous of her and her everything
Cause she got your love
She got everyone's trust
People look upon me as a rebellious kid
Useless kid who doesn't know anything
Hopeless kid who make you worry all day
Even if I tell you I understand and I know
Will you believe ?
You'll still worry
I cry for you, yet you must be thinking I cry cause I'm still a kid
I'm trying to change yet I can't do my best
You said I've been good nowadays yet I cry cause it's not my best
I couldn't return to the past
Thus things change
People change
Even you said I've been good, my thinking changed
I'm aint as innocent as the past
The pain doesn't leave
The darkness stays
I've made you hurt and yes, it'll never leave
I'm sorry for my wrong points
I'm sorry for my past
I'm just sorry and I'm speechless

I don't know if I'm prepared to wait for you
I don't know how long my feelings will last
I don't know how our future's going to be
I don't know I really don't know
I couldn't assure you my feelings will definitely last
I couldn't give you any promise for now
Cause I'm afraid of promises
Promises always hurt me
So I'm not going to hurt others with promises
Strong word indeed
Hurt before, know the pain

Just because of one word, loyalty
It cause you all this mess
It makes you suffer and I could only see you in depress
I'm such a useless girlfriend
How I wish I could help you
Remember when the day we get together ?
It seems so happy and innocent
When I first got to know you, everyone were just living their lives to the fullest
Joking around as though nobody cares
Yeah, time really changes things
When you're in trouble and I was instructed to find the number for you
Yet it took me a day to find it
And others just give one call and they could find it
See how useless I am
Good for nothing bitch
Sometimes I just wish I'm dead
Maybe all these were just meant to be
No rain, no rainbow

Why can't I see where I'm going

Ygladys

Y The love that stays

2007-12-12T12:21:00.000-08:00

My dearest boyfriend
Is this lucky or what ?
Jackpot all the way or is it they like that typical number ?
Bought the clothes I wna wear with you
Prepared the things I wna give you
And the chance is 0percent

I miss you & I don't even know what's happening to you
Wrote the things on my diary
But to find out it's useless
Tore the pages, rewrite & tear
I just don't know what to say
I wna write down all my feelings to you
But I just don't know how to start =/

Our happy days short-live
For the rest of our days, we could only spend in single-mode
I miss you & I really do
I love you yet I couldn't assure my feelings won't fade
Till then, I'll hold on

You're not alone

Ygladys

Y Only & always

2007-12-12T11:36:00.000-08:00

Okay, so one typical day
I came to blog
Like any other typical posts
So everyone should start to clap :D

Sigh...
Once again, the feeling came back
Once again, I fall back in a diliemma
But life goes on
I have to continue how it is
I have to complete my role
Be what life should be
Leaving a person when I don't wna
Songs bring back memories
Memories bring back feelings
Yet feelings bring me confusion
Confusion, I couldn't do anything
Standing there, just waving goodbye to memories
While songs just continue playing
Long ago, someone told me
Time goes on, I give all my love to you
It ain't true, is it ?
I chose to keep the promise
And again, nothing last long
Long, how long could it be ?
As long as 1 day ? 1 week ? 1 month ? Or years ?
It belongs to the past, & we could only look forward to our different futures
Thank you for those beautiful memories, although it doesn't last
Thank you for those sweet talks, really make me thought I was in Heaven
Believe me, you won't even look at this post
So it's okay
If by chance you stumble upon this typical blog
And again, by luck you stumble upon this typical post
It's dedicated to you
Be happy like how you promised me before
One beautiful last goodbye, you can't see me cry
That's what you told me (:

我们说好的

Ygladys

I love my Boyfriend <3

2007-11-18T21:50:00.000-08:00

1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
-
Favourites
Colour: Black, Pink, Grey, Brown, White, Red & Colourless :D
Food: Carnivore(:
Song: Friends Forever & Barney's theme song
Movie: No favourites(:
Sports: I'm a pig you see :D
Day of The Week: Friday
Season: Fall
Ice-cream: Vanilla & strawberry, Lime
-
Currents
Mood: Missing NengTong =/
Taste: Tiramisu >.
Clothes: Teeshirt & Shorts
Desktop: Hp theme
Toenail: Black
Time: 9:25PM
Surroundings: Air
Annoyances: Nothing bothers me now =/
Thoughts: The lyrics of inconsolable
-
First
Best Friends: Can't remember, but as far as I can remember, it's YongXinni
Crush: Couldn't remember but it's from K1
Movie: Barney Concert ? Couldn't remember
Lie: After I know how t talk
Music: Baby's lullaby
-
Last
Cigarette: Yesterday
Drink(Alcohol): Yesterday's yesterday night
Car Ride: With my family to Holland Road
Movie: Secret
Phone Call: Ahjie
CD Played: Musical CD's [ Rhine River ]
-
Have you ever
Dated Your Best Friend: Yes
Broken The Law: Yes
Been Arrestd: No
Skinny-Dipped: Don't even want
Been On TV: Yes
Kissed Someone You Don't Know: Yes
-
5 things you are wearing: Teeshirt, Shorts, Ring, Contact lens, Earrings
4 things you've done today: Sing, Eat, Talk, Sleep, Walk
3 things you can hear right now: Inconsolable, My sister talking at the top of her voice, Msn
1 thing you do when you are bored: Sleep
-
5 losers who kena'd
Loser number 1
Loser number 2
Loser number 3
Loser number 4
Loser number 5

This few days I just couldn't get t sleep
Went out to ton
First time ton-ing without beebee
Not used to the feeling
Not th same
No shoulders for me to lean on
No hands to protect me throughout the night
I really miss you so
It's been 3 days alrd
When are you coming out ?
I'm well-protected, what about you ?
Each day how I wish I could see you agn
I know I shouldn't be sad
Cause even you're in
You stil love me
I shouldn't be sad
And remember, I'm strong

Reminsces of the night

Ygladys

Baby, I love you

2007-11-15T19:55:00.000-08:00

Happy Second Month to my dearest beebee !
But he aint by my side t celebrate th day w me =/
Beebee, I promise you I'll be good
I won't make anyone worry for me
So don't you worry a bit for me
I'm independent you see
Even writing all these here, he couldn't see
He wouldn't know
What's th point ?
I won't cry cause it's useless
I won't wait for you cause I'm alrd w you
I will find other better guy cause you're gg t be a better guy
Baby, I love you so
Promise me you'll be fine
In any way, tkcare of yourself
Don't make anyone worry for you
I'm behind you
Beebee, jiajiayou ! :D

我只能看着空白

Ygladys

The rain's here again :D

2007-10-28T20:32:00.000-07:00

Came to blog cause I aint in a v good mood =/
No need t ask me why
PMS ?
Maybe, no idea
So thought emo should just go home and head t bed and think everything's t be gone th moment I wake up
So, I am sensitive
No one knows it ?
Well, heck care
I just wnt everyone t see the Happy Me :D
I couldn't bear t see anyone sad or unhappy anymore
It makes me feel th same
It just make me feel like crying
I'm feeling weaker than before

Somehow few days ago, my close friend told me what happen between themselves
Hearing all those stuff, let me come t a conclusion of th world
The one who's more scheming, more heartless, more vicious wins all
They dont have t bother being hurt by others
Cause all th while they're hurting others
Not giving a chance for others t lay a finger on them
In a sense that, they're still unharm
Why doesn't they get retribution ?
Why doesn't they just come to their senses and stop hurting others ?
Are they blind or what ?
They're just living in their childish world
Wake up and grow up for goodness sake
Get some sense into yr mind
Sometimes putting myself in yr shoes
I just dont get it why you're hurting others
You're not even hurt before, what's th deal here ?
Grow up -,-

I know I might talk lk as though I'm not hurting anyone
I know I'm talking lk it's no cake
I know I shouldn't be sort of lk criticising others in my blog or what
Sometimes, I just come t a stupid conclusion or whatsoever
Just treat as though I'm talking crap
Which everyone always think so
I'm just being crazy =/

我要快乐,哪怕笑在大声

Ygladys

I'm just trying to breathe

2007-10-21T16:26:00.000-07:00

I am Happy ! :D

I should be happy now
I mean things should be going the way I want
Family's alright, friends okay(:
Love's aside
I mean, it's like everything should be better than before
I'm still going to do the things I like
I'm still going to smile like nothing happen before
Although it's kind of deceiving(:

When I'm aint happy, you always worry for me
And I'm sorry I've caused you to worry and all those
But you've changed
Now, you make me worry
I was suppose to be angry at you yesterday and I don't know why
Cause you suddenly attituded me on the phone ?
And I have no intention of looking for you
Met up with you, yet you paid no attention to me
And was like, treating me just a normal friend
I mean, we used to share our feelings and doesn't hide anything
But now you seems to hide yourself out
Where's the real you ?
Show her out
Seriously, you don't hate yourself
You're just on the wrong track at the right time of the life
Everyone's gotta go through it
It's how you feel now, cause you didn't wna tell anyone
Or you wna tell someone, yet there isn't anyone there
You're preety in your own way, you're cutee in your own way
And you're definitely best in your own way
It's just how you look in a different way
You're back to before
The pessimistic old you
And you remember what happen when we're young ?
But I promise I won't leave you now
Promises with others may be broken, but ours shall stay
It's not that you're imperfect, it's just no one's perfect
But you shouldn't put yourself down somemore
Cause I know it aint nicee
You're suffering yet you're not telling anyone
You don't know how others feel to see you like that

Sure you're fierce now, cause you're not allowing anyone else into your life
And you don't wna be hurt even though you're saying it's okay and everything else
How do you know you look better with scars all over you
You tried before ?
And fine if you say no one fuck care you
But they do just that their care aint that obvious
Give them a chance to let them know
And I believe there are people who's willing

Everything before and after there's a change
Getting hold of them, they doesn't treasure as much
It's like they've got it, and what's the big deal
You're sensitive now
But that's a girlfriend's job
I mean surely all will
Till you both get the trust between you
And eyes that only have you aint good enough
He should have eyes that can feel you and you know it
He's more troubled now and we all can see
I don't know who's the her, so I couldn't comment more on it
But this post aint just a comment of what you wrote
It's more than that
And I hope you can see it
A break and you won't rest in peace
You'll think back of the past
All those lost loves, all those memories
There's lots of happy moments
But I guess now, you could only see the eyes that he's seeing other girl
Think back
I know you'll not live in denial
You'll want him to clear everything
If you can't cheer him up when he's not in a good mood
At least, you should just sit beside and he'll feel at least a little of bliss
At least, he know someone's there for him
You don't have to make any comments
And he'll feel you'll care
It's not you couldn't give him what he want
You just don't know what he want
It's not you're not the girl he used to think
It's just that you're now changing
And even me also don't know which direction you're heading
Come back to your old-self
The one who laughs silly over small things
You think of him all the time and worry all the time
It aint worth it
I mean it's like you're not opening yourself up
And all the free time to think of him just to worry
You'll go bonkers !
You can't trust him that's why you have to clear up those misunderstandings with him
And you'll trust him
You don't feel protection from him
Tell him
He'll save himself rather than you if you're both in danger
How you know ?
You ask him ?
And that's his answer ?
If it aint, then don't jump to wrong conclusions
He doesn't show his care that obvious and I can see that
I mean, I'm a outsider and I tend to be more sensitive to you and him
Now you're just too over-dependent on him
Where's the independent you ?
You could have live without anyone in the past
Now ?
You can't imagine how's life without him ?
Wake up !

I know I'm wrong for commenting on you
Cause you aint telling me anything
And definitely I'm aint any of you
I'm no psychologist, I don't know what you're thinking
But this is how I feel
You've been there for me when I'm down
So it's my turn now
Remember our friendship that doesn't sink and love doesn't matters
I love you, aiai

There's too much to give

Ygladys

The love that didn't turn up

2007-10-14T18:35:00.000-07:00

After all that has happened, I'd forget my love
Perhaps they ain't the right one for me
Neither of them understands me
He was right, it isn't the sweetness that wins
It isn't the distance that wins
I should have open wide my eyes and see clearly

We gambled, he'll look for another in about 1month
If he gives up, I'd forget him
He isn't worth it
I'll bet on you
How I wish you'll understand
How I wish you'll give me time
How I wish you'll wait for me
You wouldn't, so I'm sorry I've done you wrong
It's all my fault
I'm sorry for loving two
I'm sorry for being sensitive
I'm sorry I couldn't make up my mind
I'm sorry I'm ain't caring enough
Maybe I couldn't match up to you
What's lost couldn't make up
It'll be gone

I'm sorry to you
And definitely to your girlfriend
I've made you a timer
If only things didn't turn out this way
You'll be living your happy lives with her
And I'll slowly forget you in the meantime
I'm just a bitch that only gives nightmare
I've been avoiding you yet I couldn't take it
I'm sorry for coming back yet giving you more problems

Is it so I couldn't get a right one
Is it so I could only live in denial
I've been deceiving myself
No one knows my pain
Not even me
They talk as if they know me alot
But seriously, what they know ?
There's lotsa things I wished I could just say out
But it would take months
What's my thinking nobody knows
What they guessed I could only shutup

I didn't know who to love
I don't know how to love
I don't know what's love
Yet I act like a pro
Only to find out I'm just deceiving myself
I've got lotsa of unhappy stuff to voice out
But friends slowly turn strangers to me
A hello and a goodbye is what it's all about
Seriously if I say I sucks all that,
does concerns come flooding me ?
If it do, I'd say so
But somehow I just feel saying all those
It's only attracting attention
And it sucks !
I couldn't bring myself to write all those

But still,
I want your love
I want your care
You didn't give me what I want
Maybe I should start loving myself and close connections to others
Who knew

I'll cherish the last love

Ygladys

Cause I'd believe in me

2007-10-13T15:52:00.000-07:00

The choice is yours
I had to appeal
It's my mistake it's my fault
I'm sorry i did you wrong
It's over it's gone
Saying much more doesn't helps
What's the point
You dont wna continue
It's what you want
We'll be over if that's what you want
For the love is gone, I'm sorry

Cause you didn't care,
I'd cherish those times
I'd remincse those loves

I promise you I won't cry
No matter how hard it is,
I'll smile and live as if it's not there
Baby, it's my love

Ygladys

A lifetime of secrets

2007-10-11T18:54:00.000-07:00

And hello !
Came blogging again ;D
Again, lots of things in mind
But just couldn't say out
Silence is my torture
But I just love silence(:

How to say
Don't know if it's a bless or a problem ?
You're back for me ?
Or is everything just a dream ?
Would you rather live in denial or in the truth ?
I don't know what to say or how
All are of the same
Different styles, same intentions
He loves me not for me, but for other intentions
Others see as sweetness of love, but its just for the sake of having one
Being with you, only seems like a to-do-list
It doesn't explain why
You don't care, why should I hold on ?
You don't know what's love, you don't know how to handle with love
So stop acting like you're one big deal
You treat other girls better than me
Oh, it's some care between God-siblings
I care for my God-siblings too
Doesn't seems my care and yours are like the same
She emo, you care so much
I emo, you heck care
Everything also, where's she where's she ?
Can't you just care for me ?

Finally, I know what I've been looking for
Through the pasts I've gone through, I know what I've been looking for
But it never came
Yearning for the love that cares
The love that loves
The love that's more than just a lover
It never came
Never even pass by
What's the problem with me ?
The guys that treating me like the same
Loving me for the same reason
They ain't mature enough
They'll never grow up till they're hurt once
So, curse them to be hurt

I'm evil, aint I ?
Well, I'm selfish
I love me more than others
Others don't care, why should I
I have enough, I couldn't take it anymore
Sometimes, I just wish I could just die easily
Still, there's always hesistation
Too greedy, too many holdbacks
I still believe there isn't love
Till someone proves me wrong
My thinking stays this way(:

I wna be happy
No, I wna be happier
Too much hurt, too much unconcerns
I'll be happy
Soon !

Sometimes a white lie doesn't hurts

Ygladys

Unspokened

2007-10-02T15:01:00.000-07:00

;D
I'm back !
I mean long time since I blogged ;D

So much that have happened during this absence
Not that I wanted
Just wished that they could understand me
Why wouldn't they just believe me ?
Nothing much I could do
Since then, you have no rights to control me
So you jolly well keep your hands clean
Its not like whatever I said here, you would see
Oh whatever !
Maybe I'm really that stupid ?
=/

Seriously, I don't know what's happening to me nowadays
My attitude have been changing like don't know one freaking retarded
I don't want all this to happen
They say I am hurt or rather, I look hurt
Every part of me
What does it means ?
I'm not being strong enough am I ?
I know I could do better
I know I could do them proud
But I'm just like any other ordinary person
I aint Superman
Although sometimes I wish I am
At least it's just a cartoon
Only the cartoonist trouble, not the Superman
But of course, I'll slap anyone who try to meddle with my affairs(:

And so conclusion, I'm trying(:

Ygladys

maybe everything isn't what its supposed to be

2007-08-26T01:42:00.000-07:00

Suddenly
I kinda find no meaning
It happens just so sudden
I appear happy on th front
but no one knows abt me
maybe its me who doesn't let anyone know
maybe this maybe that
thr's just too much points t find
so who gives a damn
why shld you why shld she why shld he
Im just isn't tt so **-*********
live on for th sake of living
walk for th sake of walking
why shld i do all this ?
No reasons anymore
just continue th way it shld be
following th daily routine
he doesn't cares she doesn't cares
I shldn't care anymore
maybe being pessimistics thn pple wil start t care ?
so does it means tt i shld start being a pessimists ?
or wd !
No one gives a fcking damn care
why shld I
Oh fuck !

Its just my personal post
I see no need in anyone commenting on it
so pple just jolly well see nd leave
thankyou(:

So many un-answereds, where are you ?

Ygladys

If you understand

2007-08-25T17:30:00.000-07:00

It goes like this...

Ygladys

Forget the tears

2007-08-24T13:48:00.000-07:00

It wasn't long ago
when I thought I found love once again
Never did I know
It turned out to be the same as before
Not for real, not the least of purity

It was just nothing
all in for you
You mean nothing
Its just the truth that spells you
would you believe that

In love and lonely
because of you
i feel loved
because of you
i feel lonely
not different from anything else
just playing along as you thought I would do so

I wasn't deceived
I wasn't blind
I was just acting on your signals
playing was what I did
but play too much
fall too deep
I loved you

You couldn't see my tears
you couldn't see my smiles
you've seen the shell
not the heart
what do you know
nothing that says you
Cheers

All the decisions and I understand

Ygladys

i don't cry

2007-08-24T10:40:00.001-07:00

what does love counts

you aint there

you did before

She's got green eyes and she's 5'5"
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadillac truck so te hell what is so special about that
She used to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs a buck o'5
and i guess that she's alright if perfection's what you like

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

Tell me what makes her so much better than me
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die

That made you smile
That made you laugh
Me that makes you happier than you have ever been, oh me
That was your world
Your perfect girl
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wondering

When it was me

Ygladys

对你的爱

2007-08-23T22:16:00.000-07:00

爱你辛苦，分手痛苦

i really feel so not okay )':
you wouldn't know how i feel
you wouldn't care
i only wish you could know
no love could be found
useless if continue
i've hold on til now
nd im at th end
do you know ?
you wouldn't give a damn
so hell shld i care
am i suppose t be play by you
am i suppose t get this role
you said you could un-numb me
tt was a lie
yeah
you mk things sound so great in th first place
yet it turn out t be another way
why shld i believe agn
there isn't this thing cal true love
its all but a pretence
why shld i play along
knowing it was just a fake
shld i have known it long ago
maybe it wont be this outcome
when i never love you before
fuck love fuck you
)':

我想要的爱

Ygladys

i was happy

2007-08-22T18:45:00.000-07:00

LOVE(:

gladys Y aron

laaaa ~
im bored so loaded some photos for fun laughter enjoyment(:
i mis deardear !
=/
stil abit upset )':
whatever

heh(:
went for school tdy
took th last paper(:
ended happily !
lalaaa ~
can sing mwahahaaaa !
aiing !
;D
went for recess
thn go find th mrraja
lmao lor !
funny lk siao siah
keep trying t drag time when talking t him
just t eat into music lesson time(:
thn went up for music
kanna nagging -,-
bad luck lor !
haaa !
no book
thn went downstair buy book lor
thn saw nora siah
siao !
we see til immdiately zao !
haaa !
thn aft music nd history
go eat lo

lunch(:
ate w jiayee, meixia, shawn, aaron nd kelvin
wahlao
they sibeh crap lor
but heng they stil got wait me finish my food(:
heh heh(:
thankyou(:
thn went up dance studio
a while aft tt xinting cal me
thn i go find her
thn went 6th floor
see they play daidee
thn at first sit thr seesee nia
thn aft tt join in play
super funny siah
ROFL !
was laughing lk hell
been long since i last laugh so much
;D
aft so much tt have happened before
hard t see my ownself

thn went home
thn now blog(:
heee !
i now wil try my best t blog as much as i can
so happy ?
;D

If it doesn't lasts

Ygladys

So what the hell is so great

2007-08-21T22:50:00.000-07:00

lalaaaa ~
wth siah
these few days feel thr's lotsa things following me
im freaking scared laas
but stil we wont be sick
i mean we cant be sick !!
five words !
HOLD ON TILL THE END !

i mis th hell of deardear laas !
RWARRRRH !
smth just doesn't seems right
=/
how th hell could we go on lk tt ?
-,-
busybusy -,-
at least care for me stupid !
i couldn't care anymore
dont blame me -,-

I'll make my move

Ygladys

能不能

2007-08-20T23:42:00.000-07:00

能不能
by温岚ft铁竹堂

第一次当我见到你
你说你紧张的忘了呼吸
记忆里我只想玩玩而已
在一起没想过这问题
你说你从来没有忘记
我们第一个夜里
我一边说我爱你一边喘着气
sorry 我爱你是指你的身体
我不知道你的需要
你对我的要求我从来没做到
你怎么受的了
但我总是见到你微笑
痛苦总是往肚子里吞掉
只希望有一天我能明了你的好
我假装对你不在意
假装失去我的记忆
为了隐藏以前痛苦回忆
我选择放弃
放心去爱人的权利
因为我不相信自己
不相信你
不相信一句话叫做真心真意
我选择绝情绝义
你把我当作情人我却把你当作敌人
我的人生就是充满猜疑忌恨
不要浪费精神在我身上寻找永恒
执迷不悔只会在你我身上造成一道道永远的伤痕bady

能不能就对着我说爱我
能不能就陪着我天长地久
不要对我若即若离让我伤心泪流
能不能就对着我说爱我
能不能就陪着我一直到最后
从今以后剩下的路要你陪我走

你一定觉得我坏谁都不爱
随你去猜我是在什么心态
面对你给我的爱
你对我好我就对你越坏
但我心里一直有声音跟我告白
它说不能没有你的存在
好怪想爱却又说不出来
为何心软为何心软
为何你从不会对我心烦
已经有了答案我却不敢去看
面对你不再反感
我发现我冰冷的心感受到你的温暖
该怎么办我现在爱你会不会太晚
你是唯一我想跟你在一起不想再和你分离
oh~就算外面的女孩子她们叫我baby
在我心底只有一个老婆叫做vicky
不知道该怎么说但我知道怎么做
我不会一错再错忘了以前痛苦的过程
我们要的只是结果
你问我会一起多久?
我不知道大概一辈子够不够?
牵着你的手往前走我只听到你说

能不能就对着我说爱我
能不能就陪着我天长地久
能不能能不能能不能够
对着我说爱我伤心泪流
能不能就对着我说爱我
能不能就陪着我一直到最后
就一直到最后

lalaaa ~
tdy as usual
go school as usual
tk exam as usual
tk lessons as usual
everything is perfectly usual(:
LOLLER !

i've really no idea wd t talk abt
posting my daily routine seems so fake
so maybe just post my thinking of th day ?
ahh whatever
read it or not
up t you
lk it or not
up t you
not happy come personally talk t me lor
no need spam or wdvr laas
anw
my feelings of th day: ;D
dontknow laas
sometimes abit fcked up
sometimes abit keesiao
sometimes suddenly serious
sometimes suddenly sad
no idea
but tt my feelings(:
heh heh

okay
lalaaa ~
post of tdy(:
The End !
thankyou for reading
please enjoy >.
iyah
crap laas
:/

There's no more love since there's no more truth

Ygladys

My dear friends

2007-08-18T04:24:00.000-07:00

We met at the war
Never did we expect we could end up together
Pulling through over all circumstances
Everlasting friendship

We couldn't be together
We couldn't love each other
For we would been deeply hurt if we were to leave
We share those times
We share those loves
All that have happened
What do we do

We never wanted to forget us
But it was the only option if we choose to leave
If only there's a hope that we could still be together
But they are just dreams
What lies ahead of us
Are still left unseen

Till now we're still struggling
At the verge of making our decisions
We'll make it through
We'll make it great
Till our next lives may fate brought us back
And the memories will be kept
Till we unlocked it and the affinity spreads again

I'll remember you(:

Our story that never ends...
dedicated to our guardian angels(:

i feel so sad for them
although there might be some hard t parts stuff
but it's stil the best for them

anw
i've promised not t post more emo posts
nd from now on
Happy posts ! ;D
but sometimes w some emo wil be alright ?
Uh-huh(:

recently many things happened
i felt tt i've changed
but many changed too
not only me =/
t think they're th only ones instructing others t change but just not themselves =/
Wake up ! ;D
it'll surely do them good if they just wake up

lalaaa ~
i guessed more teachers are getting so pissed off w us now
no idea why
maybe just plainly picked on us ?
haaa !
whatever !

Say it for the last time...

Ygladys

The Lie

2007-08-05T02:21:00.000-07:00

It's the lies that kept me through
It's the devil inside me that keeps me going
It'll be a lie if I says I'm okay
What I wants is what you couldn't give

Sometimes it doesn't matters to be a liar

Ygladys

unhappyness =/

2007-07-29T14:07:00.000-07:00

hm
not long since i last blog laas(:

aiyah
maybe this post gg emo agn ?
hmph
i cant help it but t express all my unhappyness here
im sorry
i appear so alright on th outside
but who knows abt me
=/
heck care lo

I couldn't take it anymore
so I requested for a break =/
obviously I was sad but what to do
I dint know how many girls he might have outside
And he was like heck care towards me
so why should I bother so much
but I still love you )':

whatever the other says
I feel so sorry for myself
others thought Im so lucky
well, that's a lie =/

The Love You Promise
If you can only see
That your love for me is not forever
Then I will always be free
From these chains of love your bind me to

Oh baby baby please
Won't you save your kisses for another
Cause I won't be a fool
For the love you promise but won't deliver
But won't deliver

If you could only see
That my love for you is not for granted
The questions inside me
How you keep me hanging on for nothing

Oh baby baby please
Won't you leave me all alone now honey
Here's only one last kiss
If you can't make up your mind now it's goodbye

I'm just a simple girl
That is hooked to your sweet charms
With those loving kisses
Thought you will keep me safe from harm

Your never know the joy
You have brought into my life
But the pain you left behind
Makes it hard to realize

You know that I can't resist
Your every smile and your embrace
There's a choice you have to face
No more masquerades

Haven't you know that all of
My love is in your palm
But the love you promise will never
Be here in my arms...

The moon have casts a shadow over your secrets

Ygladys

MIA

2007-07-19T20:29:00.000-07:00

lala lala lala lala Elmo's Song
sian laas
im siansiansian
-,-
stupid blogger with stupid lags
so much tt've happened during this MIA time >.
but i guess its better not t post it out

lalaaaa
YAY !
ytd 1month with dear(:
but we never met up -,-
sad case lo
wasn't feeling well
so skipped cca nd went jm's house
her mommy super good laas
cooked me instant noodles(:
thn went t find sister lo >.
SISTER HOR !
rofl
thn play crap
haaaa !!

sometimes i just dontknow wd everyone wnts from me
it's lk they expect different stuff
give me a break pleasee )x
so much things tt have done
nd im sorry for all tt

even though i said i believe him
but t me
i stil dont trust with all those evidence thr
nd she's so much preety-er
how could i believe
aft all my past
how could i believe agn
-,-
you just wouldn't understand me
)'x

All that I need

I'll remember you

2007-06-14T00:36:00.000-07:00

was it a long time since i last blog ?
not really uh =/

i guess sometimes my words are hurtful ?
aint it ?
im sorry for wd i've said
maybe you pple wont understand wd th crap i talking abt
whatever

seems lk i wont be believing another person for now
total piece of crap !
reminds me of my idiot
whr th hell have you gone ?
why wouldn't you come find me ?
shld have at least give me a cal
so much for all my hopes =/

are all this retributions ?
might be or might not be
God has alrd been good t send all those pple t love me
but why cant i just find love once more ?
yeah
lk wd i've said
fck love
but stil i wnt love
im real dumb t crave for it -,-

okay
enough of those emo stuff -,-
wel
talk abt happy stuff gladys(:
sorry everyone
was suppose t talk abt happy stuff ?
dint i said so ?
;D

hm
so choose tdy bah
was a happy day for a happy gladys t celebrate a happy birday with my happy friends ?
-,-
how lame
okay
so went cwp t watch " MEN IN WHITE 鬼阿鬼阿 "
wtf laas !
i just cant bring myself t write all those happy stuff

cb laas !
i damn agree with my cuzz
home is just somewhr my family kpkb with me laas
home is just somewhr shelter
it doesnt seems cosy at all
who th fck say house is th best of all
it's so senseless laas
come home only t let them nag scold
wth laas
treat me as wd ?
-,-
how i wish i could just run away from home
run away from all those problems
i know im a coward who only know how t run away
but coward need mommy's understanding
they just doesn't understands me
they thought my friends are just normal friends
nd whereas they thought they are super much more hell important
yr thinking is just so wrong laas !

& some pple just think they know so much
please for goodness sake
let me chill can
its not all pple tt i can open up t
just becausa you're talking t me doesn't mean i can tel you my problems
it isn't th same !
just wake up nd t hell you go ~
nd just when some pple said they'll be thr for me
always nd anytime
but they just dint turn up )x
how could they do this t me ?
how could they give me all this empty hopes
t think i was so happy when you've come
please just spare me from all these

im so sorry for all my harsh words if i offended anyone =/

I'll Remember You

It has been so long since we have talked I hope that things are still the same
Hoping they will never change
Cause what we have can't be replaced don't let our memories fade away
Keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe that I can do almost anything
Stood right by me
Through the tears through everything

Chorus
I'll remember you
And baby that's forever true
You're the one that I'll always miss
Never thought that it would feel like this
I'll be there for you
No matter what you're going through
In my heart you'll always be forever baby I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seperate ways
You made me believe that I could do almost anything
Stood right by me
Through the tears through everything

Chorus

If the day should come when you need someone
You know that I'll follow, I will be there
Don't ever let there be a doubt in your mind
Cause I'll remember you, You

I'll remember you
And baby that's forever true
You're the one that I'll always miss
Never thought that it would feel like this
I'll be there for you
No matter what you're going through
In my heart you'll always be forever baby I'll remember you

Baby, I still believe

Ygladys

call him mine

2007-06-02T00:42:00.000-07:00

oh wel
we dint last long
lmao
whatever then
break thn break lor
haaaa
hm
sad?
of coures thr's a mild sadness nd disappointment lor
dontknow uh
but now seems hyper back agn xD
lmao
i dont care i dont care
LOLLER
at least i know you'll be thr for me my idiot (:

hm
so its all abt th camp
lalaaaa
i cried )'x
all becausa of those insults nd accuses
stupid laas
heck care !

so much things tt have happen during tt one week
how i understand th importance of my phone
its useless nd hopeless without it
talked lotsa stuff with aiai
but i stil cant find my true friend =/
its hard for me t say out lotsa stuff
its hard for someone t understand me
nd its definitely hard for me t understand others
suddenly its so empty
dontknow why when you said you've been thinking of tt girl
a feeling of being cheated falls upon me
forever really doesnt last
i knew it yet i've been cheating myself
you mk it sound so sweet yet it was just a nightmare
you wont wnt t change
nd i wont wnt unsecurity
how i just wish you were back

Call Him Mine

I can call him mine

It was only a mater of time
Before I got tired of your ways
I tried to make you fire
But you were only ice
And you didnt seem to wanna change

So then I looked at someone new
And he was looking back at me too
Saw that I was hurt
Knew just what to say
Knew just how to push the pain away

You know I need stability
And you know you cant give it to me

Chorus
My sun may never rise the way it did with you
And he may never kiss me the way that you'd do
But at least he makes me feel like a part of his life
At least he doesnt make me cry
I know I can call him mine

Though when I call him on the phone
I never feel butterflies
I know that I can trust
He'll always give me love
And I now mine will grow for him in time

He tells me that I'm beautiful
And I never ever heard that from you
He doesnt cause me pain
Tears falling like the rain
And though I'm still in love with you
You know I need stability

Chorus

It wasn't easy letting go but I know that I had to think of the long run and say goodbye
And find someone who appreciates me even though even though

My sun may never rise the way it did with you
And he may never ever kiss me the way that you'd do that you'd do

Chorus

The sun may never rise again like it did with you
And he may never ever kiss me the way you'd do
But at elast he makes me feel like I'm a part of his life
He doesn't make me cry
Doesn't make me cry
He doesn't make me cry
I know I can call him mine

th loneliness engulfed me till i cant see you agn

Ygladys

whatever

2007-05-25T22:22:00.000-07:00

lalalaaaa ~
damn th freaking him laas !
so long never cal me siah
stupid lor
asshole laas

wtf !
im now damn piss siah
th stupid tcher go talktalk crap t my mommy
stupid laas
thn my mommy now suspect i got boyfriend
stil say wd
if th guy get you pregnant
i wouldnt care
wth lor
as if im tt stupid t be fcked
overall
she just doesnt trust me
wth siah
cca ends late at night
she also dont believe
wd th ass she want siah
thn somemore now she go tk tcher number liao
i cham liao
thn stil purposely go reminded mssen t notice me more
sian laas
damn her siah
tk handphone t school also not happy
wtf laas !

now im super dead laas
i mis my laogong uh !
nd i mis my idiot !
>.
idiot ~
lalalaaaaa I MIS YOU !

chalet quickquick come !
i wna see my idiot >.
oh yaa !
wth lor
got dance camp at huiguan
nd this time
we must sleepover ther siah
omfg lor !
i'll mis my preety bed !
nd my laogong >.

anw
my report slip;
ENG: 59.7 C5
HCL: 43.5 F9
MATH: 78.4 A1
SCI: 73.5 A2
GEO: 61.3 B4
HIS: 39.4 F9
LIT: 50 C6
D&T: 65.7 B3
HEC: 56.1 C5
ART: 59.2 C5

aint me clever ? ;D
oh yaaaa !
damn tt ass laksamee lor
i didnt know i tio pink form laas
fck lor
wth
how come didnt th tcher come tel me
must she mk til th matters so big ?
wd th record wil follow me for life ?
ass laas
lk as if i'll believe
nd its not me who is th only defiant t her lor
its she who doesnt even wna show me th respect
why shld i ?
doesnt mean tt she's a tcher means tt everything she do is right
i mean
tt's dumb !
so wd if im a racist
im not defiant t her just becausa she's an indian
she's just a dumb freaking ass who mk me wna eat her up !
fck her laas
even if you put her in th red light district
i swear no one even wna go touch her lor ass

would you choose to walk with me?

Ygladys

lalaaa ~

2007-05-20T22:27:00.000-07:00

lalalaaa ~
im damn damn happy
;D
dontknow for wd reason
so free siah
ouh yaa
i broke up le
suddenly so free siah

i mis freedom ~
lalaaaa
anw
got back results
failed one ?
whatever !
im darn happy enough abt them
oh yeah
holidays coming soon lo
can go happy ! >.
sleep more ;D

i want see my IDIOT ! nd my asskor(:
i mis them laas
stupid idiot plus some salad lor
i want my laogong >.

super long never go out with my xiangxiang
i want play with them laas
dumbass
anw
went dancing ytd
th dance is super nicee de lor
jiafeng damn PRO !!
im so zibei siah
lalaaa ~
nvmind
i have high self esteem !
must remember !
xD
thn aft dance went cwp with liting mel nd mx
jm not ther )x
sad siah
mis her lk hell liao
thn liting wait for daddy
we went makan thn went home

i mis laogong >.

the true-est lie

Ygladys

love you so

2007-05-02T22:05:00.000-07:00

i suddenly feel so small
i mean i thought i could easily understand pple
but yet my thinking is wrong
im sorry for my wrong advices
im sorry for being such a bitch

it aint the same

Ygladys

labour day lk shit

2007-05-01T19:25:00.000-07:00

Guys drinks to forget about the girl...
Girls drinks to think back about that guy..

When guys are in love, they become poorer
But when girls are in love, they become prettier

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget...

Guys care most about the quantity of love...
But girls care most about the quality of love..

Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl...
Girls break-up when they feel Separation from her man...

Guys feels curious towards all girls...
Girls feel curious towards the guys who are Interested in her..

When guys are heartbroken,they try to forget the girl by going out with other girls...
When girls are heartbroken,they try to find his Characteristics from other guys...

Guys wishes to be her first love....
And girls wishes to be his last love...

wasn't tt suppose t be true ?
wel
for me i damndamn agree(:

lalaaa
ytd th meet-up was lousy lk shit
hahaaaa
lk wd kaijing said
different countrys
LOLLER
oh well
but it's stil fun with jiamin, liting, raymond, waisiong
;D
jiayee stay a while nia thn go home liao
sian
thn tt david&weixiang pungseh-kia
go find their friend de
stupid laas

oh yeh
ytd ther was english exam
LOLLER
it was fun lk siao siah
me, mariam, jiaren&yvonne was lk playing with our crushed papers
thn when exam soon gg over
we started throwing papers at each other
lmao
funny siah
thn yvonne was lk folding th paper lk a duck's beak ?
rofl
whatever it is
hahahaaaa
i was lk trying not t laugh
oh well
exam's fun with my jianren !
wahahahahh

omfg !
tdy's damndamn bored
maybe last few days had too much fun ?
hahahaaaa
whatever
ask me out pple !!
(:

i might be out of this soon
i dont wanna get involved agn soon ?
im sorry for everything

im sorry i was blind

Ygladys

emo "/

2007-04-29T19:46:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary
im getting emo agn now -,-
well
i feel so stupid lk an idiot
wd abt yr lies ?
someone accidentally told me some stuff
yeah
it's all abt him
i did move on
i did try t live without him
i did wd i could i do
but i just couldn't
i've just got th taste of love
nd i got th taste of out of love
everlasting lies from you
when could i get th truth ?
t another part
im sorry for being lk this
i tried t
but maybe i just couldn't bring myself t

wd's inside of me i also dontknow
i might burst agn
i dontknow
i wil leave you
i wil disappear
so dont mind
yeah
memories are just memories
it does no good t me
i wanna know everything
just speak up
i'll listen
nd i promise not t stick on
i mis those laughs
i mis those kisses
i mis you
but you're just a beautiful liar

i gave you mine

Ygladys

lalaaaa

2007-04-27T22:43:00.000-07:00

lalaaaaa !
im so lala tdy
hahahaaa
causa im happy tdy
why ?
of course i meet up with raymond, weixiang, waisiong, david !
LOLLER
they mk me super happy uh
of course !
not t mention ther's SHERYL !
oh well
ther's raymond's friends yeh
lmao
they super funny lor
hahaaaa
at first was abit bored
thn we was lk slacking ard cwp lor
stupid siah
walk here walk ther
lk walk for a thousand times le -,-
tt's how long we'd walked
hahahaaa
rofl
oh yaa
th funny part !
every wher we went
we was chased out by those dumb guards
FREAKS LAA ~
but it's stil funny

went food court
stupid waisiong anyhow pull my nose
wahlao
damndamn red lor
retarded lor
hahahaaaa
thn tt weixiang
dared me touch his lj -,-
i was lk
touch thn touch lor
rofl
oh yaa
we play polar bear
imagine playing polarbear with those freakoes
hahaaaa
super funny lor
it's th funniest polarbear game i've ever played ;D
nd lalaaa ~
i've learnt how t blow bubblegum lo
*claps xD
how clever could i get >.

blaaaa
i'll mis them !
laaa
tmr got tt anniversary
oh wel
tt's dumb
just anyhow can liao =X
you pple nvr see anything
*with tt stupid hand sign ;D

Yours Truly

Ygladys

happy post

2007-04-21T19:07:00.000-07:00

lalalaaa
once agn
i was bored
LOLLER
blah
anw
i've decided t write a happy post ?
ask me why i also dontknow
hahahaaa

so ytd ?
omfg
i felt lk such a failure man
hah
we'd tried twice but failed siah
hahahaaa
last fri
me mel liting jr ling tried t tk shorcut during HL
wtf siah
th tcher caught us
thn we went back t th right track
thn ytd
i tired t pon HL
but wtf agn
tt stupid thong dont let us pon
obviously ther's too much from th same class
well
nd tt's my class
hah
nd almost all of us used th same reason
-,-
how lame
thn we went t hall nd did aerobics
lalalaaa
oh well
aerobics was fun with those dancebesties
we ooh-ed ah-ed laa-ed
hah
it was funny
details lazy t write xD
nd you say ?
wd a failure i am right ?
LOLLER
nvmind
im gg t try whn we need t run agn
I WILL DEFINETELY SUCCEED
wish me luck
haha

aft went cwp with dancebesties
actually wanna go lot1
thn we dragged so long
thn nvr go lor
stayed at cwp
hah
ate lunch with them
omfg
i was th first t eat nd last t finish
lmao
oh well
serves me right for laughing all the way
LOLLER
nd talking t my xiaogou
rofl
jr was lk freaking out
hahahaaa
thn we went with liting t go find daddy
thn we went back school t find jm's handphone
she almost lost it
thank goodness she found it
lmao
thn ther was th fancy drills ?
omg
they was lk so cool
hahahahaaa
honestly really nd truthly
desmond so shuai siah
but tt nancy ?
um
no comment
LOLLER
thn we went home lor

went home dealed with the comp photos
bathed nd went t meet my mommy
we bought lotsa food siah
omfg
ate this nd that
nd i swear im getting fatter
wtf !
i must exercise liao
LOLLER
monday gg run ?
wdvr
hah
im a healthy person
wahahahahaa

hm
conclusion
was this a happy post ?
LOLLER

i prayed all night long

Ygladys